I couldn’t possibly swallow it all, and I choked some more, cum leaking from the corners of my mouth and running into my beard along my jaw.
“Sawyer,” I said in an embarrassingly needy tone.
“I know,” he said. “I got you.”
He yanked my shorts loose and shoved a hand under my waistband to fist my cock. I came with one stroke, crying out so loud that Sawyer clapped his other hand over my mouth.
“You’ll wake up the whole park,” he said with a laugh.
I didn’t care as my eyes rolled back and sweet release swept through me. My toes curled as Sawyer stroked me throughmy orgasm, then kept stroking, making me quiver and shake, drawing out the pleasure until it verged on pain.
“Stop,” I gasped. “Too much.”
He gave me one more squeeze with a sadistic grin, then released me and rolled to the side.
“Fuck, we’re such a mess.”
“Do you mean because of the cum or because of our baggage?” I joked weakly.
“All of it, I guess.”
I bit down on my bottom lip. Damn. Did he regret it already?
Sawyer propped himself on one arm and gazed at me. Unlike him, I was mostly dressed, though my softening dick still hung out.
On impulse, I decided to shuck my clothes, rather than tuck my dick away. I wanted Sawyer to see me. Didn’t want any room for denial. Not anymore.
I shoved off my shorts, then dragged my T-shirt over my head.
Sawyer’s gaze swept over me, head to toe, taking in my furry chest, my pecs, my muscular thighs. Nothing delicate or feminine to see here.
“Why do you want this with me?” he asked suddenly.
“Uh…”
“I mean, is it just chemistry?” he went on. “Like, we’ve got a lot of it. I get that. Or is there something more?”
“Do you want there to be something more?”
He rolled his eyes. “I don’t mean like love or anything like that. We’ve messed around twice. I mean…are you gay? Or bi?”
“Oh. Pan, I think.”
“So you knew already?” Sawyer asked.
I wasn’t sure, but I sensed a hint of disappointment. Did he want this to be some weird fluke of chemistry and nothing more?
“I wasn’t sure,” I said slowly. “I suspected, but I’ve never done this with another guy.”
He exhaled. “Okay. Me either.”
“You sound relieved,” I said. “Why?”
His neck and chest were red from the sex, but the color grew brighter. Sawyer was blushing. “Just…I didn’t want to feel like the only idiot whose fumbling his way through this.”
“If that’s you fumbling, you’re really gonna blow my mind when you get it mastered.”
Sawyer laughed. “All I did was stick my dick in your big mouth. Doesn’t take a lot of skill.”