that you are half black
and half white. Half Cypriot
and half Jamaican.
You are a full human
being. It’s never as simple
as being half and half.
You were born in Britain.
You need to make space
for what British means.
What it means to you
to be British, Cypriot,
and Jamaican, too; but
it’s only for you to decide.”
Sandcastles
At school, we play Kiss Chase.
When we were in the little playground we had
toys to play with but here in the big playground
we just have each other.
I usually chase Amber and Laura,
who slow down when I chase them,
and speed up when Callum runs after them,
but he always catches up, eventually.
Emily shakes her head at Callum
and says “Time out” when he runs toward her.
Emily and I have agreed not to kiss.
“Because best friends don’t kiss,” says Emily.
I don’t mind not kissing Emily.
I don’t tell Emily that
when no one else can see, behind the big tree,
I kiss Callum and Jamal and Toby.