I have yet to touch the erection I’ve been sporting all day, either. And that’s not helping my impatience.
Finally, as I settle into my couch with a rerun ofArrested Developmentplaying softly in the background, Cadence messages me.
CCaine
My father was being a royal pain in my ass tonight
I’m sorry—I wanted to be online sooner
WDupont
If I had your phone number, this wouldn’t be an issue
I don’t see how having your phone number is off limits
Pretending to be a stranger to you today was fucking torture
What were you listening to on your EarPods?
I know I shouldn’t bombard her with questions, but I’ve been dying to talk to her for almost 24 hours now. And being around her all day and having to pretend like she’s nobody? I’m on edge, and once I officially lock it down with Cadence, and she’s mine and my little girl, I’ll have control of myself, as West and as Daddy. I will.
Right now, it’s pretty fucking hard.
Everything I’ve always wanted is right there, but somehow, painfully and cruelly out of reach.
Fuck it. I’m done with this.
But she writes back, and it lets me simmer for a moment.
CCaine
I felt the same way about seeing you today
Because phone numbers lead to texting, and if we swap numbers now, we’ll get completely lost in one another.
I lick my lips, nostrils flaring as the words echo throughmy brain.I’m already lost in you. Her reason almost doesn’t even make sense? My brain echoes…Fuck it. Now is the time.
WDupont
Cadence, I understand wanting to move slow and keep things private. I understand completely.
But what you don’t understand, my sweet girl, is this
I’ve been dying to meet you my entire life
And now I have
Trust me when I tell you that I know what I want
And I want you
It’s not just the kink. It’s everything we’ve shared for the last three months. I want you, and I want you now.
CCaine
I have to know that you’re serious in the long term, West…
I crack my knuckles, my heart galloping behind my ribs. She wants to know? I’ll fucking tell her, I’ll tell her before I lose my patience, find her house and drag her out by her cunt and make her mine.