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Suede0989
I came prepared to divulge.
How about you? Do I get to know DaddysGirl’s dating history?
DaddysGirl
You first
I crack my knuckles, feeling none of the discomfort I felt when I had to come clean to Leah. And I was full of whiskey and draft beer then, too. But talking toDaddysGirlis effortless, maybe because she’s faceless? Maybe because a screen provides a nice barrier? I don’t know. But pouring it out this time feels so much easier, and I’m far less attached to the pain of those memories.
Suede0989
We met after college and got engaged two years after that
Six years ago we had been married for four years, with two years in before
Six and four and two is twelve. I lick my lips and type what I’m thinking.
Suede0989
Retelling this is making me sound very, very old
DaddysGirl
Spring chicken?
Suede0989
I won’t go that far, but I’m not old
DaddysGirl
I believe you, Daddy
Instinctively, I reach for my cock as I read her reply. Fuck. It’s her second time casually playing with the word, but she has to know what she’s doing. Shehasto. She’s tossing out a tied rope, looping it lazily around my neck while wearing an intoxicating smile, acting as if one tug won’t turn her lasso into my noose, as if one tug won’t make me hers forever.
Suede0989
Thank you
I don’t hit send. Instead, I type a comma, then find myself writing
Suede0989
Thank you, sweet girl
And then, not to draw attention to the line we’ve just driven over in a lifted fucking SUV with our headlights on and the stereo blaring, I continue on.
Suede0989
It was about the time to talk about having kids and we always wanted to be younger parents.
That’s when I thought I’d finally open up to her about what I wanted.
I hate this part. I hate explaining what I like because it always comes down to this. It always comes down to me having to explain that I want to be a father and just because I have a kink involving being a dirty, domineering daddy, doesn’t mean I’m confusingactualfatherhood with daddydom.
It makes me feel sick to explain it. It makes me sick to think people could look at me and thinkI'msick.
