We really should move to his king-sized bed, but it feels much too far away when Zac clutches my backside and pulls my pelvis to his, dragging his length up and down my wetness. He curses under his breath and watches where our flesh rubs together before hooking his arms around me and lifting me into the air. I fold my legs around him and sink my tongue into his mouth, swallowing his moan as I feel myself being carried.
Somewhere on the way to the bedroom, the friction becomes too much, and he suddenly pushes inside me, breathtaking pleasure bursting through me like a dam breaking. We both groan and collapse to the floor, and I register the jigsaw-covered dining table at the corner of my vision as he sinks all the way inside until our pelvises are pressed tightly together.
My face contorts as I gaze up at him. ‘You feel too good,’ I gasp.
He drops his face into my neck, humming a deep sound of pleasure before lifting his head back up. ‘You want me to stop?’ he teases.
I smack his ass, then pull him harder against me.
A groan wells up in his throat. ‘Fuck, I don’t know what to do with you. I’m so hard.’
He braces his palms against the floor, giving me the perfect view to watch his face change and his muscles tighten as he drags himself out of me before pushing back inside. He bites down on his bottom lip and hisses, and my eyes droop at the pleasure flooding my core as he begins driving himself in and out of me with deeper, harder thrusts.
‘I feel like your body was made to fit mine,’ he rasps as he increases his pace, the euphoria overwhelming: too much and yet not enough.
‘I just want to do this until I die,’ I moan, digging my nails into his back. A husky laugh rumbles out of him as he smacks himself into me again and again, each thrust filling me with more pleasure than I’ve ever experienced.
He slows, and we hug tightly and gyrate together like we’re rolling atop an ocean of ecstasy, unsure of the direction the next wave will take us. Zac’s fingers knot in my hair and we moan into each other’s mouths before he flips us both over until he’s beneath me. He pulls me over his lap so I’m straddling him and guides me to slide up and down his full length.
‘That’s it, beautiful,’ he encourages roughly, gripping my ass and using it to push me down harder onto him. He swears and pants and sucks his bottom lip as he gazes up at me. Watching someone I already love so much coming undone for me this way feels like glimpsing a dream.
There are so many things I want to do to him, but he’s so hard in me, his brow is so clenched with desire,and he’s making me feel so unbelievably good that my mind empties of everything. Within minutes, the ecstasy inside me swells in a sudden, upward surge, setting fire to every part of my body and spilling white-hot pleasure through me until I’m left shuddering.
‘Oh god, feeling you come on me …fuck.’ Zac tightens his hold on my lower back. I have just enough energy left to meet his hard thrusts with rocks of my hips until pleasure splashes through his features and he collapses against me, moaning out a broken sound.So freaking hot.
His arms wrap me up in a tight squeeze as we pant against the floorboards, my mind already in overdrive.
Well, that escalated quickly.
‘What the hell?’ Zac says, swiping a hand over his backside. His fingers produce a little cardboard square that was glued to his ass. A puzzle piece. Our eyes meet, and we break into laughter.
Oh, my goodness.
I just had sex with Zac.
I just screwed my best friend.
And I really hope I haven’t screwed everything else up too.
CHAPTER 31
Six years ago
ZAC:Hey, any news?
You have 1 missed call from Zac Jameson.
ZAC:How is it going there? Are you OK? Tried to ring you before my tutorial. Call anytime, I’m heading home to study until after lunch.
ME:Hi, sorry I missed your call. My grandma died this morning.
I can’t talk on the phone right now because I’m in the car with my parents and Mum’s really upset.
ZAC:Oh, Jose … I’m so, so, so, so sorry. Are you OK?
ME:We knew it was coming, but it’s still really hard. I’m glad I was here, though. Thanks for pushing me to come home.
ZAC:No need to thank me. I’m really sorry that I couldn’t come back with you.