Maybe, tonight, even three dicks inside her. You know, in all the different places?
And I’m betting Ronin’s more than ready for a DP with Lucius and Vasili to get him through his own first peak.
I don’t receive DPs. Or give them yet either. Because I’m the baby and everyone thinks I can’t handle two dicks inside me.
Lucius and Vasili won’t even fuck me.
Much less bite me.
All of a sudden, I’m angry all over again. I’ve been angry since the three of them left, even though I told myself I was past it since Zara promised she won’t leave me behind again.
Now I realize my anger isn’t so easy to dismiss.
And, somehow, I know Lucius is fighting the exact same battle. When he finishes with Maxim, there’s no way our proud and aloof lone wolf prof’s going to come crawling up here to bed with his tail between his legs and bend tamely for Vasili, especially now when V’s being a total jerk over Maxim.
There’s literally no way.
Which means Lucius needs me downstairs.
With him.
“Okay then.” Hastily I gather my textbook against my chest and scramble down from the high bed, ignoring the little rolling staircase Zara uses sometimes to get her petite body up here.
Ronin and Zara both look at me expectantly. Oh God, they’re right on the edge, both of them.
And if I don’t get out of this bedroom in the next thirty seconds (or less), all three of us are going to wind up in a sweaty naked tangle on that carpet in front of the fire.
Anger or no anger, my dick sits up and takes instant interest in that prospect.
But Lucius. He needs me.
And even if he doesn’t, I’m way too agitated to stay in this room and be sweet baby Neo tonight.
Fortunately I’m still wearing sweats and a tee, so I toe into my loafers and push a hand through my messy hair. “I’m just gonna go, um, check up on Lucius.”
“Can’t believe he’s not beating down this door already.” Ronin’s gaze tracks Zara’s pacing form like a cat with a toy. “He’s our alpha, I know he missed us, and he knows we’re both horny as fuck up here.”
“Um, I’ll go find him.” Feeling totally guilty for just leaving them like this, I beeline for the door.
Anyway, where the heck’s Vasili? He’s Zara’s alpha too, and he’s Ronin’s boyfriend, and the three of them are all thick now. He has to know the state they’re in. Am I the only responsible person in this harem anymore?
Well, if I am, it’s only because no one wants to give me a mating bite. Or else I’d be in heat like the rest of them.
My agitation mounts and my steps quicken.
“Neo, baby?” Zara calls after me. Under the pulsing burn of her heat, the sharp edge of her concern presses into me. “You’re gonna come back tonight, right?”
“I need to find Lucius,” I say, which isn’t really an answer. “If I, uh, see Vasili on the way, I’ll send him right in.”
“Just hold on a tick, love.” Now Ronin’s uncoiling to his feet, and I know I have to get out of here, I have to, before I give in to both of them and their heats and abandon Lucius to his cold and lonely bed.
“Neo?” Zara’s concerned and bewildered and fretful in her need. “Are you okay?”
Now I’ve made my beloved worry, which is the last thing she needs right now. Guilt adds its weight to the emotional load I’m already carrying.
I practically run to the door and wrench it open.
“I’m sorry,” I blurt out to both of them without turning. “I really am. I thought I could just do this, pretend we’re all back to where we were before you left, but we’re not… and it turns out… I can’t.”