Page 39 of On My Side
“Great. Wait, what’s that Leia?” I cup my ear and lean in. “You want to hang out with Piper’s very cool mom? Flattery isn’t necessary, but…”
“Oh mygod,” Piper groans, rolling her eyes at me. “Don’t you own an inn? Shouldn’t you be busy with something? Your new grand-kitty and I arebonding.”
I lean down and press my lips to the crown of Piper’s head, and this time, it’s my turn to roll my eyes. “I love you, stop stealing my good shampoo.”
“I didn’t!” Piper exclaims, way too quickly to be innocent.
“I have a nose, birdie.”
“It makes my hair shiny!” she whines.
I stroke the back of her head. Damn, her hairissofter than usual.
“We’ll talk later. Tomorrow, maybe, when you hang out with your very cool mom.” I kiss the top of her head one last time before walking to my room.
I close the door behind me and wait until I hear Piper’s bedroom door close, too. Now that I’m alone, I’m surrounded by the memory of Ren holding my hand. How strong and soft he felt, how his breath felt on my neck. How if he had leaned over merely a few inches more, I could have felt his mouth on my neck. I shiver, squeezing my thighs together.
What would Ren feel like on top of me? Saying the words Sky says and making me feel the way he has for so long without knowing?
It’s because he’s Sky. It wasn’t like this before you knew.
I slowly run my hands over my dress, feeling each and every bump, every curve and roll. I’m hot, needy—all because of the memory of him.
I don’t bother taking my clothes off, instead burrowing myself beneath the blanket fully clothed. Sky released a new audio a few days ago, but I haven’t had time to listen yet, which is opportuneconsidering how desperately I need a quick release. Plus, it’ll be a good reminder that this overwhelming attraction is solely because of Sky. Sky is the one doing this to me, who makes my body ache and thighs quiver. Sky is the one I want.
Sure, Audrey. Whatever you say.
Shut up, brain.
I put my headphones over my ears and pull my fully charged—thankgod—clit-sucking vibrator from my nightstand, sliding it beneath my skirt.
At first, I don’t turn the toy on, teasing myself along my inner thighs with it before pressing play on the audio.
“Good morning, beautiful.”
I want to be able to disconnect Sky from Ren, to disconnect my goddamnattraction.
“Waking up next to my beautiful wife never gets old.”
My eyes fly open and I grab my phone with my free hand. Fuck, it’s amarriedaudio. Those always get me. Being calledwifegets my gears turning, maybe because it’s not something I’ll ever be called.
“I know we just got married but…”
Sky’s laughter fills my ears and I relax. That’s not Ren’s laugh. It’s Sky. Sky isn’t real. Renisreal.
I close my eyes and slip my vibrator under my panties as I turn it on.
“Oh, you like it when I call you that? My wife. My wife. My good, beautiful, sexy wife.”
My back arches as I place it over my clit, the sensation overwhelming my body.
“Yeah, I’m hard already. You try sleeping next to your naked wife and not waking up hard.”
I try to imagine Sky the way I’d imagined him before knowing his real identity. Before I knew he was Ren. Faceless and tall, maybe some tattoos, because who doesn’t love a bad boy. Growlyvoice and forearms that make me want to scream. Brown curly hair and green eyes that make me want to get lost in a forest and…
That’s Ren. I’m literally imagining Ren hovering over me, thrusting into me at the perfect pace, because somehow this man would know how I like it better than I do.
“Fuck, baby. Your pussy is heaven,”Sky says.
