I had no idea exactly when it had struck me that I wanted this, just something deliciously physical to fill the giant void that seemed to be my life at the moment.But I was fairly certain the notion had taken hold right after I’d walked away from Colt in the parking lot.The three obnoxious guys had decided to move on, and I continued waiting tables, hoping Jack would ignore what had happened.Colt had come back in, and I’d tried my hardest to ignore him.But ignoring Colt Stone was like trying not to notice a category five hurricane.Impossible.He just had a huge presence, as if fireworks were always following him and going off in a bright, loud display with every step.He’d headed straight over to Jack, and they talked for a few minutes.The softer, gentler Jack had returned.His big meaty face could change expression from angry and harsh to kind and smiling in a flash.Whatever Colt had told him seemed to have worked.Jack hadn’t fired me.The Stone brothers had left a few minutes after that.And as I’d watched Colt walk out, I realized how badly I wanted to be in those strong, protective arms.I’d kept up a strong front by walking away from him in the parking lot, but the truth was, inside I had been crumpling with a need to be held by him.
My mind debate had continued in the darkness of their shabby little family room with only the lumpy couch and potato chip bag beneath me.That was when I’d come up with the idea that I could be just like these men.Enjoying physical pleasures and avoiding anything emotional.
Colt stretched his muscular legs out beneath the blanket and turned to face me.Long black lashes still shaded his cheeks, and a soft snore followed.He was even breathtaking fast asleep.The plan was perfect except one major flaw— avoiding emotional attachments to a man like Colt was going to take a will of iron.
I stared at him in the pale light pouring into the room through the worn drapes.He was sleeping soundly.I reached under the covers and ran my fingertips down his rock hard abdomen to the crisp black line of hair that led down to his cock.
He groaned but didn’t open his eyes.“Are you taking advantage of me while I’m asleep?”he asked groggily.
“I doubt it’s possible to take advantage of a man like you but, yes, that’s what I’m attempting.”I wrapped my fingers around his now hardened cock.“Is it working?”
“I’m completely yours.I only ask that you treat me gently.”
I laughed.“No promises.”I gave his shoulder a shove, and he rolled onto his back.I straddled him and gazed down at the incredibly hot man between my legs.A slight breath of disbelief lodged in my throat.He was so extraordinary, I needed to convince myself that I hadn’t just conjured him in my imagination.His talent in bed was just as breathtaking as the man himself.I’d mentioned casually, in passing, that once we tired of each other we would go our separate ways.I just wondered how on earth I’d ever get bored of him.No doubt, he would tire of me much faster.That thought dampened my spirits some.
He reached up and pressed his hand against my face.I pushed my cheek harder against his palm.More than once during our long moments of passion, he had done something similar, like a caress on my cheek or a kiss on my shoulder.Each time had made my throat tighten at the notion that there might be more to all this than really great sex.But I needed to ignore those crazy thoughts.
“You look just as beautiful this morning as you did last night when you came scooting into my room wearing my t-shirt.”
“Since I have mussed up pillow hair and puffy eyes, I know you’re only saying that to have your way with me.Which is a waste of time—” I reached between my legs and shifted the tip of his cock beneath me.“Because I’m pretty damn sure that you’re going to have your way with me.”I slid down over him.
His green eyes darkened to a muted greenish-gray color as he watched me lower myself onto his cock.
I rubbed my hands over his hard chest.“Or maybe it’ll be the other way around.”My words were coming out between breaths.
His hips lifted to meet me as my pussy swallowed the thick, hard length of him.
“God, baby,” Colt grunted.“You’re so tight, I just want to stay inside of you all fucking day.”
I braced my hands on each side of him.He gripped my hips and held me over him as I rose up and then lowered myself down over him again.Each time, he filled me deeper and more completely, and each time, I felt more connected to the man.This was all supposed to be physical.It was going to be harder than I’d thought keeping my heart out of it.I was sure for him it was purely sex.I needed to think of it the same way.
Colt reached around and held my ass tightly as he ground himself into me.My head spun as every movement brought me closer to climax.“Your pussy is so damn sweet, I don’t want anyone else to ever touch it but me.Do you fucking hear me?”he groaned.“It belongs to me.I can’t get enough of it.I can’t get enough of you, baby.”His possessive words dug right into my chest, but I knew it was just the heightened state of passion that had made him say them.As much as I’d told him I didn’t want to be owned, existing for Colt and Colt alone didn’t seem all that bad.It was stupid and I hated myself for thinking it, but it sounded perfectly reasonable while he was inside of me.
“Colt, hold me.Don’t let me go.Don’t ever let me go.”
His grip tightened, and I moved faster, pulling his cock into my pussy with each pass of my hips.My thighs trembled with fatigue from being fucked all night.It was a delicious pain that was only rivaled by the ache in my pussy from having him inside of me so often, thrusting into me with a fury that I’d never felt before.A fury that made me believe that he truly wanted to possess me.He needn’t have tried so hard.At the moment, I wanted nothing more than to submit to every one of his commands.My pussy tightened and my thighs squeezed against him.
“That’s it, beautiful.Come for me.Show me how much you want this.”
I held his arms as shuddering waves of pleasure wracked my body.
“Fuck yeah, baby.”He pushed into me making the orgasm last even longer.My head swayed back, and I held onto his arms for support as he pushed his cock into me.My pussy milking him with each thrust until his hot seed filled me.
I dropped down over him, whimpering with exhaustion, a fatigue that made my whole body ache contentedly.I rolled down next to him, and he cradled me in his arms, arms that made me feel both safe and wanted for the first time in my entire life.
He kissed me on the forehead.“Holy shit,” he sighed.“I hope you realize what you’ve gotten yourself into.I can’t get enough of you.”
“Promises, promises,” I teased.Deep down, I was thinking, wouldn’t it be wonderful if it were true.
FIFTEEN
COLT
The wave coasted beneath us, and my feet temporarily left the sandy bottom.The water was cold, too cold to be out body surfing without a wetsuit, but I’d needed something to cool me down.Still, even while I was trying to cool myself down, I was watching the girl who had set my blood on fire.
Jade and Amy were sitting on their towels sipping sodas and laughing wildly about something.Slade had heard that some decent wave sets were expected and he’d talked me into bodysurfing.Prying me out of bed had taken some effort.I’d wanted to stay there all day with my naked and willing new friend.Friend.Hell, that term sounded more fucking crazy every time it went through my head.Jade had found a way to reach into my soul.I couldn’t stop thinking about her, watching her, wanting her.I’d definitely never had a friend like that.
“Damn, bro, you haven’t taken your eyes off her for a second,” Slade’s voice cut through my thoughts.“Never seen you like this.After that fucking marathon last night, almost thought you’d be bored by now.”