Page 104 of Follow Your Instincts

“It’s just, usually I wake up around this point,” I said, smiling through my tears.

“You’ve been thinking about us, too?” He asked.

I laughed incredulously. “Only like every day for years, with a little break when I finally realized it was never going to happen, and then constantly since you and I were with Maggie the other day.”

Lachlan’s face broke into a radiant smile, his scar tugging at his lip. “It’s a little bit newer for me,” he admitted. “But I can assure you that this is, in fact, not a dream.”

Then he kissed me again and ran both hands through my hair, down my neck and shoulders, finally coming to rest at my waist. He pressed me against the wall, and I felt him hardening against my thigh.

I lost myself in the kiss, which was more of a fight to getcloser to each other, our tongues tangling and breath coming fast.

“Fuck,” Lachlan said. “I… I told myself I wasn’t going to come on too strong.”

“Please don’t stop,” I gasped and reached down to grip his cock through his pants.

He grabbed my arm and trapped it above my head. “I fully intended on showing you this isn’t just physical for me. And then I ended up attacking you in a hallway.”

My heart was thundering. “It’s not just physical for me either,” I whispered.

Lachlan was breathing heavily, his chest heaving against mine. “I love you, Ben. I’ve loved you as a packmate for a long time, but it’s much, much more than that, now.”

I surged forward to kiss him again, grabbing him everywhere I could reach. “I love you, too, you idiot.”

We stumbled through the doorway to my bedroom, and I tore my shirt off as I fell back on the bed, looking up at him. Lachlan stared down at me, stunned.

“You’re gorgeous,” he said, leaning over me.

“Not as gorgeous as you,” I said, and pulled him down for another kiss. I couldn’t get enough of him, his whiskey scent, the feel of his body against mine. I pulled off his shirt so I could feel his coarse hair against my chest.

“Slow down,” he said, trapping my hands again and laughing against my lips. “There’s no rush.”

I groaned and thrust my hips up so he could feel how hard I was. “My dick is saying otherwise.” I put on a fake pout. “Would you pretty please fuck me?”

He smirked down at me. “I’m not going to fuck you today,” he said. “I want to take our time.”

“But you fucked meyesterday!” I said.

“Exactly,” he said. “So you can have a little patience.” He kissed me softly on the temple. “I want to do this right.” Another kiss, this time on my cheek. “Take you on a date,” he said against my lips.

“Now I know how Maggie felt, you’re a sadist,” I said. “It’s very unfair to kiss me likethatand then leave me likethis.” I thrust my hips against him again.

He stared down at me with a predatory gleam in his eye. “I said I wasn’t going to fuck you. But I won’t leave you wanting.”

My breath whooshed out of me as he stood up and yanked my hips until they were at the edge of the bed. He stripped off my shorts and boxers and my cock sprang out and bumped against my stomach.

Lachlan knelt between my legs, and I leaned up on my elbows to watch him. “I should shower first.”

Lachlan shushed me. “I want you like this. But fair warning, I have no idea what I’m doing,” he said, smiling tentatively at me, before wrapping his hand around my length and stroking firmly from the base to the tip. I bucked into his hand and bit my lip against a groan.

“I love that you’ve even got freckles here,” he said, brushing his finger across a group of freckles on the sensitive head of my cock. Then he lowered his head and took me in his mouth, and I forgot to breathe.

“Good news,” I said softly as he licked experimentally from my swelling knot up to the slit that was leaking precum. “You’re a natural.”

Lachlan hummed around my cock and set up a steady pace, working my shaft with one hand. When he teased one finger against my asshole, I cried out and couldn’t stop myself from thrusting into his mouth.

“It’s too good,” I said. “Fuck, I’m not going to last.”

Lachlan looked up at me, my cock still in his mouth, and brushed his finger against my ass again. Then he took my length down his throat as far as he could.

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