Page 123 of Take Hold of Me

Wills

Ten daysafter my Angel returned into my life and I feel like a totally different man. And not only because I’m twenty-nine today. As I walk around Complete, members smile and wave at me, which I return. It’s all new. And good.

“Work out with me, W?”

“Nah. I want to talk with the new members over there.” I point with my head. “Need to make sure they’re comfortable with the equipment and to make sure they don’t have any questions.”

“Giving yourself a birthday present of a day off?” Zak punches me on the arm. “You don’t need any more muscle, anyway.” He winks and we break apart—he goes toward the weight room while I make my way to the new members.

“Hi, ladies.” The group stops talking and greets me. “Do you have any questions for me? I want to make sure you feel like one of the family here.”

After I give them some pointers, I leave them to their workouts and continue my circuit around the gym. I’m no longer someone members smile at and avoid. I’m surprised by how much I enjoy this interaction.

Leo approaches me when I enter the rock wall room. “Hi there, Wills. You’re looking good. I understand today’s your birthday.”

“Yes, it is.” He’s big on birthdays, maybe due to the fact he’s approaching fifty.

“Doing anything special?”

“Oh yes.” I have somethingveryspecial planned for later on today. But it certainly doesn’t involve Complete. A smile tugs at my lips, but I don’t share. Not yet.

“I bet it involves our newest teacher,” he winks.

I chuckle. “Maybe.” Ems agreed to teach a style class here at Complete as she branches out with her new business. Almost all of our female, and quite a few male, members have signed up to attend. Goes along with the whole Complete package, not only helping people achieve their ideal internal balance, but physical appearance as well.

“Want to see if you can beat me up the rock wall, old man?”

I slap him on the back. “I’ll take you up on that, Leo.”

Together, we walk over to the most difficult wall and suit up in our harnesses. Soon, I scramble up the wall next to him. I have a slight lead. My fingers reach out for the next handhold … and miss. Clenching the rock under my left hand, I try to find purchase with my right. And slip again, falling backward off the wall. Leo’s laughter travels up to me as he passes by and rings the bell, while all I can do is hang from the ceiling, helpless, in the halter.

My spotter brings me down and unhooks me while Leo makes his own way back to the ground. “Good try, Wills. Maybe next time.”

“Count on it.”

We fist bump and head back out to the reception area. On our way, he says, “You know, October fifteenth has always been a big day around here. Addie loved to celebrate her birthday.”

His comment brings to mind one of her more outrageous birthdays. “She always did. Once, when we were twelve, she walked around wearing a shirt that said ‘It’s My Birthday, Do What I Say.’ Then, she demanded everyone give her twelve push-ups. And people did!” We laugh at the story. It feels good.

As we approach the crowded reception area, the music stops. A bunch of employees and members step back to reveal Emilie standing at the counter, a huge, rectangular cake alight with candles in front of her. The group starts to sing “Happy Birthday!”

My heart feels full. This is my family, with my Ems leading the pack. How could I be any more blessed? Arriving next to the woman I love, I wrap my arms around her and give her a kiss, not caring who’s there to witness it. She giggles and steps back, allowing me to blow out the candles.

“Speech! Speech!”

Clearing my throat, I start. “Thank you, everyone, for making my day so special. A year ago, I couldn’t imagine myself where I am now.” I look at Ems. “With the woman I love, taking over the gym my sister started. Now, I can’t imagine being anywhere else. Thank you for welcoming me into Complete. And thank you for loving Addie.” I look at the blaze on the counter. “Oh, and don’t forget to give me one hundred push-ups for every piece of cake.”

Clapping, cake and push-ups mark the next half-hour. Everyone comes over and wishes me well. I enjoy getting to know each person and sharing in their challenges and successes.

After the cake is devoured, Ems kisses me once more and heads off to her classroom—the one painted blue and filled with memories of us, including the photo from the Caymans. I love to see the piece hanging there on the wall, like she stepped straight out of it and into my life. The group disperses, either following her or off to their own workouts. I head to my office to grab my keys. I need to head to my appointment with my therapist.

Sitting in a comfortable chair across the room from him, I continue to work through both my PTSD and issues with my father. He’s recovering at home now. Even though our relationship has taken a turn for the better, it will take time for us to heal. The wounds run deep. Therapy has opened my eyes to several truths.

When our hour comes to an end, he says, “Happy Birthday, Wills. Do you have any plans for tonight?”

A small smile plays around my mouth. “Well, as you know, Emilie came out publicly about her abuse at the hands of Lloyd Price and Wade Block yesterday. Both men have become instant pariahs. We weren’t able to celebrate then so I’m planning a special something for both of us tonight.”

He shakes my hand. “Sounds good. Have a great evening.”

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