All I can manage to force out of my mouth is "Shush!"
He stops talking and holds me tight again.
Finally, my tears are spent, and I gently push against him.He takes a slight step back as his hands run down my arms to cinch our hands.I give his chest a pitiful smile.
"Damn, Siri.You're breaking my heart."His sweet sincerity sends the tears back to the surface.As they slip out and fall down my cheeks, he tries to take me in his arms again, but I shake my head and block him.
"Wait!"I manage to squeak out.
Looking through the shower door, I reach for something to lock onto and see my coffee cup sitting by the sink.
My Surreal mug.The sight of it brings the usual gratefulness.Thankful for the life I lead.I breathe in and out.Then I realize I didn't have coffee this morning.Aurei did.He drank from my cup of happiness, and he wants to be a part of my life forever.
Joy surges through me like never before, and I smile as I stare at it, becoming grounded and strong again.I truly live a life most people only dream of.
I clear my throat."First, I'm satisfied!Oh, so satisfied!Second, I'm not hurt!Third, forever is forever for me, and I'll be yours as long as you want me to be!"He lifts our hands and kisses mine."Fourth, feel free to pound my pussy.I like it rough!"I turn my face to his, confident and in complete control again.But I stare at his chest, not into his eyes.I want to make sure he hears what I am saying.
He sighs, relieved.
"Fifth, I'm not a crybaby.I don't know what the fuck that was all about, but my bath was fucking fantastic.Thank you."
"You're welcome."
"Sixth, I meant to say, 'I'm sorry, Aurei, but I can't believe how lucky I am!You're perfect, and you're MY Fucking Golden God!'But it went horribly wrong.You create feelings inside me that I have never felt before.I'm blown away by you!"Then I lift my eyes to his.
His expression changes instantly.His mouth slackens, and he stares at me with a look of utter disbelief on his face.I smile at him, knowing what he is about to say, and he says it."Wow, your eyes glow when you cry!"
"Yes, I know."
He releases my hands as I fall into his arms."Siri, You are so beautiful, so perfect!I'm the one who's lucky.I'm the one who can't believe I'm your fucking … wait … Golden God?"
I laugh at his expression."Yes.It just popped into my head when we met, and I've been calling you that ever since.Your highlights are like a halo, and your skin tone is golden brown.Even your body hair glistens with gold highlights."I slide my hand down to his cock, and it instantly hardens for me.
His hand slides up into my hair, and he grabs a handful while I stroke him.He breathes, "You're MY Golden Goddess."
His demeanor gives me a strong Dom vibe like last night, and I wonder if he is just naturally extremely dominant or if he has been a BDSM Dom before.I decide to gather valuable intel right now.
I slide my body down and kneel before him, bowing my head, and offering a submissive pose.Then I reach up and try to take him in my mouth.But his hand tightens in my hair, stopping me.
I glance up at him from under my eyelashes.His expression is dark but not fierce."Don't," he states, and I'm not sure he means it as a command to stop the blowjob or a command not to behave as a submissive.
I bow my head to find out which it is."Yes, sir."
He releases my hair, tips my chin up, then holds his hand out and pulls me to my feet.He wraps his arms around me, kissing my hair, but his response doesn't give me an answer.
I draw little hearts on his chest, trying to decide how to communicate with him.As Seary, it's my job to evaluate men.But they don't stir my soul.It's strictly professional.But Aurei is my world.I can't look at him without feeling.My emotionsarethe way I see him.But I want to know.Has he been a Dom or not?
"Aurei, may I give you a blow job?"I bat my eyelashes at him, and his expression is priceless.He can't read me either.He is wondering if I am behaving like a submissive to a DOM, or am I just asking for permission to suck him off.Which means he does at least know the role of a Dom and his submissive.
As I squat down in front of him, I clarify."You taste so good!I love your cock!But if you don't want me to?"I begin to lick.Sliding my tongue over his head and down his shaft, nibbling as I come back to the tip."I'll stop."
I look up at his face.His expression is still priceless.He still doesn't know if I'm being submissive or not, but he doesn't care.He likes blowjobs.
I smirk to myself.We can have the BDSM discussion later.
I run my tongue around the head of his penis, then place my lips on the ridge, I move my head back and forth until he moans my name.Then, I ease him all the way down my throat and hold it there.He groans as I grab his ass and push him deeper.I feel his head slide down the back of my throat.
"Fuck!"He moans, grabbing my hair."You drive me fucking out of my mind!"He guides me in and out, pulling and pushing, then waiting while I lick him, then in and out again.