He stops his seductive circles, and his hands return to cup my ass.I kiss his neck softly, then lean back to look at his expression.
His eyes are closed, waiting.
"Look at me, Aurei," I tell him."Please?"
He opens them, and stares into mine.I smile weakly at him, "Nothing's changing.It's just that word.It's too soon to use that word.Let's give it a little time.Ok?Is that too much to ask?"
He studies my eyes for what feels like an eternity, and I can't read his expression.I'm not sure what he's thinking.Then he kisses each one, forcing them closed, releases and walks to the window.When I open them, my Golden God is staring thoughtfully out the window.
My heart nearly leaps out of my throat with the surge of pain I feel believing I have hurt him, and that he feels rejected.Tears well up in my eyes as I walk up behind him and put my arms around him.
He lays his hands over mine, stopping them from traveling downward.I feel the loss of our special connection, and I cling to him, forcing my body into his, pressing myself into him, desperate not to lose him.He removes my hands and turns to me.
He says with pure sincerity."You are an amazing woman, Siri Wright.I agree with your analysis that we should not be professing that word just yet, and why.But…" His expression is sympathetic, then he smirks."I was just going to agree with you that I LOVE that you just did that too."
"What?"My mouth falls open, and my face blushes beet red."Oh, Sweet Zeus!"I laugh as my forehead falls to his chest."I fucked that up!"
He chuckles then kisses my hair."No.Really, you didn't."I lift my face to see his sincere expression."We both know what we are feeling."He kisses my nose."But let's write this on our slate.The word love is a word that reflects what we cherish and value.And when we are ready to say it, we will do so because we truly mean it.We won't use it for the sake of saying it, and we will not carelessly profess it.When we use it, we will be one hundred percent certain.Agreed?"
I release the breath I had been holding."Agreed."
He pulls me into his embrace, and I inhale his essence, relaxed, thankful he is still here.
"Until you know all of my secrets, we wait."
"When are you going to tell me?"I feel his body tense.
"Later."
"Hmm.I'm not afraid."I assure him.
"Maybe you should be."He puts his hands on either side of my face, cupping it, then turns my face to his and rests his forehead against mine.
Our breath mingles."Whatever it is, it won't change the way I feel about you"
"It might."
"It won't."
"I need more time."
"Our forever will stand the test of time."
"Good, because I'm never letting you go."He scoops me off my feet, and as he carries me to the bed.
I ask him, "Weren't we in a hurry?"
"We need more of this time together."He stands over me, and our eyes lock.His hold mine captive; never wavering.The thunder in them grows as he unbuttons each button of his shirt.When it slides off, my pussy lurches.When he pushes his pants down and I hear the soft landing as they hit the floor in a pile at his feet.My pussy soaks itself.His eyes still honed in on mine, he crawls on top of me and envelopes my whole body with his whole body.His lips find mine and whisper against them."I cherish you, Siri."
I melt complete."Perfect!"I whisper against his.
His eyes crinkle as he smiles.Just before his kiss consumes me, he hovers and sings in my mouth, "Kiss Me" by Ed Sheeran.
As I surrender to him, relinquishing all of myself to his will, allowing him to cherish me, he cherishes every inch of my body.He brings me to the brink of orgasm, only to ease me back down, extending my pleasure, again and again.
I moan and moan, enjoying the extended foreplay, knowing he is becoming one with me.When he parts my legs with his and enters my zone, he braces on his forearms and wedges my face between them.He presses his kiss to my lips again.At the same time, he slides both his tongue in my mouth and his cock in my pussy.
Without thunder, without wildness, only cherishing, he becomes one with me, and I soar into his heaven.As I orgasm, completely abandoning myself in the moment, I hear myself singing sweet, cooing sounds, humming the end of the song.