The helplessness. The desperation. The complete and utter desolation of my heart.
I don’t stop running until I’m in the stairwell, bent over attempting to breathe through my tears.
I hear the door open behind me, but I can’t acknowledge anyone.
“Come here.”
Before I know it, I’m in Jack’s arms as I sob into his chest. I stand there, letting the raw emotions pour from my body until I’m weak.
“Let’s get you home,” Jack murmurs.
I let him lead me out of the hospital, away from the memories.
Away from Xavier.
* * *
Xavier
My phone rings as I slide into my car.
“Hey, give me a sec to connect the Bluetooth.”
“Sure.”
I start my car and wait for the Bluetooth to connect. “Alright. What’s up?” I ask as I slide my phone into the holder on the dash, making sure the camera can see me.
“Just checking in,” Tinsley says, making me sigh.
“I’m fine,” I say as I pull out of the parking lot.
“Yeah, but your single.” She pouts.
“Isn’t the first time, won’t be the last,” I tease as I drive. “Now tell me something good.”
Tinsley fills me in on what’s new with her and her family.
“Sage bought home a puppy the other day and let’s just say that Reed isn’t too thrilled.”
“Oh? Why not?” I smirk as I pull up to the stoplight.
Tinsley giggles, making me smile. “The dog may or may not have an obsession with eating all of Reed’s left shoes. Doesn’t matter if it’s a dress shoe or one of his chucks, it’s always a left one.”
“So he only has right shoes?” I laugh.
“Yep. It doesn’t even matter if he puts them up. Somehow the little sucker gets them. Sage thinks it’s hilarious.”
The light turns green and I go. “Because it is.”
Right as I pull into the intersection, I see a flash out of the corner of my eye. I turn my head and see it right before it happens. First, I feel the impact, then another, mixed with the screeching of metal and Tinsley’s screams.
“Oh, fuck! Reed, get the plane!” a male voice says over the speaker right as everything goes black.
* * *
I groan,trying to turn over, but find something stopping me.
“Hey, it’s okay. Don’t move too much.”