“You don’t mean that,” Jediah said after a pause.
“I do.I hate you.I hate your stupid face.I hate your entire existence.I hate your father, I hate who was driving, and I hate—” Ashari sucked in a breath, closing her eyes as she tried to steady her nerves.
“Hate what?”
“That I want you,” she breathed out.Her entire body felt lighter as her eyes opened.
Jediah’s brows relaxed as a small smirk grew on his face.Taunting.Too taunting.
Ashari closed her eyes again.She couldn’t look at him.Not right now.Not after that confession.Her heart raced faster than her brain could think.“Kiss me.”
“What?”he asked, confusion lacing his voice.
“Kiss me… Right now.Everywhere.I don’t want to hate you for one night, ’cause tomorrow, I don’t know if I can ever look you in the eyes again—”
He kissed her.His large hands cupped the sides of her face, holding her tightly, while she returned the kiss with fervor.He lifted her onto the counter, pulling at her clothes while her hands explored the taut muscles of his body.
Jediah broke the kiss.“Look at me.”
Ashari shook her head and pressed her eyes together tighter.“No.I hate you.”
“You’ll learn to love me.”
He tugged off her pants.A shiver ran through her body as the cold air met her skin.Their clothes hit the floor while he pulled her forward.The counter’s coolness seeped into Ashari’s back.As she wrapped an arm around his neck, something hard pressed against her opening.
“Ash… we can’t go back if I do this.”
“I know.So just do it like you hate me.”
“I don’t hate you.”
“You should,” Ashari confessed, moaning as his dick forced its way inside her pussy while his mouth pressed against her lips.“Jed.”
“Queen?”he asked, smirking against her lips as she rolled her hips against him.His hands dug into her sides, controlling the pace as they chased a mutual high.
“I hate you so much!”she screamed and tossed her head back.Her eyes opened as his mouth locked around her nipple.His tongue swirled around the sensitive bud while her nails clawed at his back.She was sure she drew blood, but she didn’t care.
She wanted to hurt him.For pleasing her so good.For doing these foreign things to her body when she was supposed to loathe him with every fiber of her being.
Jediah was poison, and she was allowing him to infect her slowly… and slowly.
“I’m close,” she announced.
Jediah released her nipple to look up at her.She was about to close her eyes, and he gave her a long, hard stroke that made her eyes widen.
“Look me in the eyes while you take me,” he said while his hand wrapped around her neck and squeezed tightly.
“Mm,” Ashari moaned, dots filling her vision as he took her savagely.Her abdomen tightened, seconds before her orgasm washed over her in waves of pure bliss.Jediah stared into her eyes while his dick throbbed inside her, but she couldn’t break the stare from shock or hatred as warmth filled her up completely.
His grip loosened around her neck.They panted, both refusing to break the stare first.
“You’re going to be the death of me, Ashari Richardson,” Jediah said, rubbing his thumb across her bottom lip.
“Payne,” she corrected.“And people say to be careful what you wish for.”She pushed at his chest, overcome by disgust at what they’d done.
Jediah pulled out.He watched his cum leak out of her and pool beneath her ass on the counter.“I wish you’d give me a chance.”
Ashari froze.She dragged her gaze to meet his.His lowered eyelids and droopy shoulders made her sigh.“You do things that make me can’t love you, Jed.And why did you say love?I don’t even like you.”