I’m pregnant.
“Fuck…I made little versions of myself that are going to drive you all bat shit fucking crazy,” I tried to joke. Pregnant. A baby. Babies, I corrected. I had been joking in the car, but this was insane. Damn that car ride seemed like months ago instead of just weeks. I had a battle to fight, several of them, what was I going to say,oh I’m sorry, I’m having morning sickness and throwing up glitter dust - I can’t make it to the ides of March, try me in the ides of next February. It just didn’t make any sense. There was a prophecy damnit; at least it should have gone in order and let me have babies last, after I kicked some ass. What was I supposed to go into battle with a stroller wrapped in knives?
No sooner than the thought crossed my mind, an alarm blared throughout the village. I jumped up and, even without knowing we had an alarm, I knew what that meant- we were under attack. Well, new moms were made of tough shit, but I was about to bring that full fucking circle.Let’s fucking go.
The Start of a War
“I am … the first-born of Her light
Who ushers … forth the day from night
Bear witness to my starry might
And join my grand seduction!
Now hearken you unto my song
Of life within destruction …
I am … the serpent in the well
Who rises … up to conquer hell
Calling heaven down upon the earth
And as the stars do fall …
My precious jewels reside in thee
Rise and hear my call!
I am …
Mine is … the path of sacred love
The serpent … twining with the dove
And as below so is above
All life in your reflection!
For each of you I’m in your heart
Your beauty-flawed perfection!
I am … the lust that rises high
Into the heavens beyond the sky,
Who dares to stand proud without shame?
And as the sun does rise …
A new day dawns in paradise
And met with joyous cry …
I am …