I force myself to focus, to move through the motions of my job. Pour drinks. Smile at customers. Pretend I don't scan every tall, dark-haired man who walks through the door hoping it's him.
I force myself to focus.
Pour the drinks.
Fake the smiles.
Go through the damn motions.
And pretendI’m not scanning every tall, dark-haired man who walks through that door. Have been for the past week.
It’s never him.
Maybe he's done with me. Maybe two nights was enough to scratch whatever itch I was.
The thought shouldn't hurt as much as it does.
It’s not just the sex I’m missing—though God knows that was next-level.
It’sthe way he looked at me afterward. Like I wasn’t just some waitress from the wrong side of nowhere.
“Mine,” he'd growled.
And he fucking meant it.
I think.
But if I was really his, wouldn't he be here? Wouldn't he have called?
My shift ends at midnight. I grab my purse. Put on my coat. Head out into the Chicago night. The city hums like it’s on edge.
That's when I hear it.
The sound of a fistfight.
I freeze, listening.
I should walk away. Get in my car and drive home. Mind my own business.
Instead, I creep toward the sound, staying in the shadows.
Across the street, in the mouth of an alley, I see him.
Nikolai.
He’s standing over a man crumpled to his knees, face bloodied. Nikolai’s in a pristine white shirt. Like the violence never touched him.
Except for his hands.Split and dripping red.
“Where is it?” Nikolai roars.
The man on the ground mumbles but I can't hear.
Nikolai kicks the man’s ribs. My stomach lurches at the sound of bones cracking.
“I asked you a question.”
I watch, frozen. Transfixed. Horrified. Nikolai slips a hand into his jacket. I pray it isn’t a gun.