The soft metallic click of the lock turning.
She’s here.
Time slows.
And I prepare myself—for annihilation of my own damn making.
SEVENTEEN
Aarohi
There’s something unnatural about silence when your world’s about to implode.
I close Lucian’s door behind me with care—my eyes falling to the floor.
My plushy slippers are there, right by the entrance. A little worn at the heel.
But they’re not alone.
No. There’s a pair of black stilettos sitting beside them. Sharp. Sleek. The kind of shoes you don’t wear for walking.
They weren’t here this morning,I think uselessly.
I stare at them like they’re some kind of puzzle, like they might start explaining themselves if I wait long enough. But they stay quiet. They say nothing.
And neither do I.
I toe off my shoes and slide into my—the slippers. Like this is just another normal night, and I’m not about to walk into a crime scene where the corpse is my trust.
I take a step. Then another. My body moves, but everything inside me has gone still. I’m operating on pure, fractured instinct.
I don’t call his name. I don’t ask questions I already know the answers to.
I just walk toward the bedroom.
Because I need tosee.
Not because I don’t believe it.
But because I do.
And some part of me—stupid, masochistic, hopeful—wants proof that this pain has a shape. A face. A reason.
That it’s real.
Thatweweren’t.
And I sardonically find myself thinking—this is how Lucian felt that night.Even now, even in this moment, my brain still wants to empathize with the man undoing me.
I don’t brace myself. I don’t look for courage. I don’t even have the impulse to hesitate.
I just push. The door swings open.
I’m expecting it.
But my breath still hitches. My chest still caves inward at the sight.
Lucian is standing near the bed. His bed.Ourbed.