Noah sat back on his heels, continuing the pattern on my nipple while bringing his other hand between my legs. Slowly, he mirrored the pattern on my clit through the thin fabric of my panties.

My body was in overdrive, a mix of pleasure and pain being drawn out by the same set of hands. I was a moaning, panting mess beneath him, but my eyes were clenched shut because surely this wasn’t real. I had to be dreaming.

Before I could stop myself or beg him for more, an orgasm was ripped from my body and it was a high I wasn’t sure I ever wanted to come down from. I screamed out his name and forced myself to a seated position. Desperate for more, I threw my arms around his neck, my mouth connecting with his fiercely as I sucked his tongue into my mouth and kissed him feverishly.

Noah met my intensity and turned it into a controlled and passionate kiss. He guided me gently back down onto the bed, laying on top of me while he met my tongue stroke for stroke.

“You’re absolutely fucking perfect, Lily,” he said against my mouth, exploring gently.

Breaking the kiss, he pulled out of my arms and reached over to pull open the drawer of his nightstand, producing a pocketknife and a condom, and tossed them on the bed next to me. I said nothing but watched him as he closed the drawer and resituated himself on top of me. He dipped his head down and kissed me again, soft and lazily, before reaching over and grabbing the pocketknife.

With a flick of his wrist, the blade was exposed. I stopped kissing him and allowed my eyes to follow the movement of the knife. I wasn’t scared; I knew he would never hurt me, but I was curious where he was going with this.

“Last time I pulled this out, you seemed to like it.”

“Last time you ruined my Spanx. I’m still waiting on my new pair.”

He laughed and ran the smooth blade up the side of my thigh. “I’m going to owe you another pair of panties, too,” he said, sliding the blade beneath the fabric, tearing through them. Once cut on both sides and pulled away from my body, he bent the blade back into its sheath and tossed it onto his nightstand.

“I liked those,” I whined through my grin.

“I’ll buy you a thousand more,” he told me as he fused our mouths together again, expertly kissing me. My thoughts completely floated away.

Noah held his cock and slid the tip through the wetness of my folds, teasing my body with his. My hips lifted in a silent plea. He cursed and reached for the condom that sat next to us before ripping open its wrapper and handing it to me.

“Roll it onto me, Lily. I want to watch you do it.” He sat back on his heels again, his cock rock hard and standing at attention between his legs. It was begging me formy attention.

My tongue darted out to wet my lips, and I shifted my body to kneel in front of him. We both watched as I rolled the condom down his length, keeping my grip tight when I hit the base. I stroked him, appreciating the groans I was drawing from him as I did.

He had told me he wanted to make love to me, but at that moment, I needed to take the reins. I pushed Noah’s chest and from his vulnerable position, he lightly fell onto his back. While he shifted his legs out in front of him, I climbed onto his lap and slowly lowered myself onto him without warning, taking him inch by inch as I pressed my palms into his chest.

“Fuck, Lily, holy shit.”

My body tried to resist the sudden intrusion and my walls clenched around him, making it a tighter fit, but I continued to lower myself onto him until he reached the hilt, and we both moaned in unison. Once situated, Noah’s hands flew to my hips, holding me in place while he began slowly moving his hips.

“Over ten years, Lily. I’ve waited for this for over ten years,” he grunted as I rode him slowly. “If I had to, I would have waited a lifetime just to experience this moment with you.”

“I’m so sorry, Noah.” Tears threatened to fall, but instead of letting them fall, I clenched my eyes shut and continued my momentum, drawing pleasure from Noah as another moan released from his lips.

“Don’t be, baby. Everything happened like it was supposed to.”

Without pulling me off him, he shifted us effortlessly and pinned me to the bed beneath him. “Let me worship you, Flower,” he murmured, rolling his hips into me while he lifted my leg higher, allowing him to go deeper than before.

Noah’s thrusts became frenzied. The sound of our skin slapping filled the air as he drilled into me mercilessly. He wrapped a hand around my wrist, pinning it against the headboard before repeating the same with the other.

“You’re so damn beautiful,” he whispered, licking my clavicle as he continued to drive into me. He let go of one of my wrists to grip my breast roughly.

A low, needy moan escaped my lips as I moved my hand to grab the back of his neck, pulling him down to meet my lips.

Noah adjusted his body so that he could hold the headboard before he pulled back, keeping us connected, but just slightly. His free hand floated down, fingers brushing over my clit. I squirmed against his touch, heady from the lightness of his fingertips in contrast to his hardness that was still partially inside me. My vision swam, and I snapped my eyes closed, trying to regain coherent thoughts.

“Uh, uh,” Noah tsked through the thickness in his voice. “Open those pretty eyes for me, Flower. I want to see your eyes on me while I work your body and make you come all over my cock.”

My eyes flew open obediently, looking into his before my gaze flicked down to where our bodies had connected. He slipped himself in and out of me at a torturous pace, deliberately taking his time.

“Look at that perfect pussy swallow my cock. You take my cock so well, Lily. Can you hear how wet you are for me, baby?” He pulled himself out, using his cock to slap my clit. I moaned and scraped my nails against his skin, desperate to pull him closer. “So greedy for my cock. Tell me what you want now, Lily. Do you want my cock, my fingers, or my mouth?”

Friction. I needed friction and his delicious weight between my legs. I reached down and pressed a finger against my clit, but he quickly slapped it away.