“Show me what you’ve written. We need to check your tone.”
“What? No. I’ll check my own tone.” Holding my hand over my screen, I scrolled back through my texts over the last couple weeks.
Me
Hope you’re well.
Ayla
I am. I hope you’re well too.
I am. Just been thinking of you.
She responded with a heart to the message. Then, a few days later.
Day off today. Spent time with Ollie and Maisie at the park. They were up to their usual antics.
Wish I could’ve been there.
I wish that too.
Sending a photo
Another heart. Then a couple more days. I remembered agonizing over whether or not to write, starting and stopping several texts before I sent the next one.
Heard one of your songs while I was driving today. Got so distracted Finn had to radio me three times before I responded to dispatch. Embarrassing. [eye roll emoji]
[blushing face emoji]
And just yesterday, from me:
Missing you.
Fuck. I scrubbed a hand over my face.
“That bad?” Callum asked.
“What is wrong with me? I sound like I’mobsessed.”
He grinned. “From you, Teller, that’s saying something. And it’s a pleasant surprise.”
“Doesn’t feel pleasant.”
When Ayla and I had been together in person, the chemistry between us flowed naturally. But it ended when that weekend was over. Ithadto end, and we’d both acknowledged that. Logically, I knew it.
But the rest of me just wasn’t listening.
I was all twisted up over Ayla, and I had no idea what to do about it.
I put my phone away. “I’m so fucking out of practice with this kind of thing.”
“What exactly do you want to happen with her?”
I rapped my knuckles on the bar top. “Something that’s…impossible. But I still want it so fucking much.” I’d been cursing a lot more lately too. Probably went without saying.
He nodded slowly. “It kinda sounds like you might be falling for her.”
Oh hell.