I move my hands down, pulling his boxers off and staring at him in all his glory. His thick, hard cock stands at attention, and my mouth waters.
Yeah, he may have thought I was perfect, but he is a goddamn Adonis.
I bite my lip and take the condom from him, but I want something else first. “You had regrets about us when we were younger,” I remind him. “I did too. You were the first in so many things, but I never was brave enough to do one thing.”
I keep hearing Ana in my head telling me to ask for what I want.
“What is that, baby?”
I look up at him with a seductive smile. “I want to suck your cock.”
He climbs on the bed and lies beside me with his hands behind his head. “By all means, I wouldn’t want to deprive you.”
I lean down, kissing him, and feel his hard chest before wrapping my hand around his dick, stroking him slowly. He moves one hand to the back of my head, keeping me right against his mouth before I break away.
My kisses move down his neck to his chest, and then I keep going lower. When I reach his cock, I kiss along the shaft and then lick the crown, tasting his precum.
“Violet,” he groans, and then I take him deep.
I hollow my cheeks, bobbing up and down, using my tongue on the underside. My hand pumping in time with my mouth.
Each gasp, each moan, every sound he releases drives me to make this the best thing he’s ever experienced. I want Everett to never forget tonight.
His fingers lace in my hair again, and he pushes me a little deeper, but not enough that I choke. I do my best to relax the muscles in my throat so I can go even further.
“That’s it, baby,” he murmurs. “You’re taking me so well.”
The next time down I’m able to swallow deeper, but not much. I keep going, sucking, licking, and when I moan, his groan is so deep I feel it in every part of me.
“Violet, baby, you have to stop. I want to be inside of you.”
I pull my mouth away and straddle him, but he immediately flips me on my back and grabs for the condom.
“You’re going to come again, and I’m going to watch every second of it when I take you.”
“Everett,” I say softly as his words send a tingle across my heated skin, and I watch him wrap the condom over his length.
“Look at me, Violet.” I meet his gaze. “Watch your pussy wrap around my cock.”
He adjusts his cock and I feel the tip enter. “Oh God.”
“Do you know how long I’ve wanted this? Do you even have a clue how long I’ve dreamed of being with you again?”
My chin trembles as I fight back tears. I want to confess that I’ve always thought of him, that a piece of my heart has always been his, but I can’t.
“You have me now,” I say, rubbing his cheek with my thumb.
“Do you want more, baby?”
I nod. Yes, I want this so much.
I want him—all of him.
Everett Finnegan stole my heart when I was fourteen. He was my first kiss, the first boy to touch me and claim me as his. And when I close my eyes, I’m that girl again.
The one who dreamed of a lifetime of this. A world where Everett was always mine.
I never thought I’d feel this again.