Page 69 of One Last Time
Others may not understand why this matters to me, but it’s everything. He isn’t trying to get his and move on. The power in this moment breaks any walls I hadbuilt.
My fingers glide through his hair, and I hope he sees in my eyes the gratitude I’m feeling in my heart. “Everywhere. I want it all,Noah.”
The fingers that were resting on my stomach find their way under my shorts. “Here?” heasks.
“Yes.”
Lower he goes with our eyes still locked. “Do you want me tostop?”
I shake my head. “No,” I say, remembering he wants to hear thewords.
He slides his finger against my center, finding my clit, and I no longer can keep my eyes open. My head falls back as he drives me higher than I’ve been able to do on my own. When he inserts a finger, I can’t stop the sound from escaping mythroat.
“Do you like that,sweetheart?”
Do I sound like I don’t? I’m a mix between a cat meowing and a sheep baa-ing. However, I couldn’t give a shit less because it feels toogood.
“Don’t stop,” Icommand.
Noah does exactly that. His hand goes still, and I want tocry.
“I said don’t. Don’t stop,pleasedon’t stop.” I push up on my elbows to find himgrinning.
“Oh, I’m not stopping. I’m just getting started.” Noah hooks his thumbs into my shorts and starts to pull them off. “I want you naked. I want to see every part of you, touch every inch, and I’m going to tasteyou.”
My anxiety spikes, knowing I’m about to be completely naked. Obviously, this was going to happen considering what we’re doing, but he’s . . . gorgeous and I’m...not.
He seems to sense my shift and looks up. “You’re the most beautiful thing. It’s like you were made forme.”
“Noah,” I say hesitantly as he spreads my legs, moving his headcloser.
“Feel free to scream my name while I fuck you with mytongue.”
I gasp at his words, and then the sensation of his mouth overtakes everything. He isn’t tentative as he eats me out—he’s ravenous. Noah sucks, flicks, licks, and slides his tongue against myclit.
He moves back and forth, and the edge I’ve been trying not to fall off comes even closer. I grip the comforter, hoping to hold myself back for just a little longer, but then he slides a finger inside me, and it’s toomuch.
“Oh, fuck. Shit. God. Noah!” I scream as my back arches off thebed.
I’mdone.
Who knew that lack of sex would result in the most intense orgasm of mylife?
DearGod.
I will never recover from Noah. If he leaves and we never do this again, I’m going to have to do something to erase my memory. Nothing will come close to the things he says, the way he touches me, or makes mefeel.
I’m not even sure if I have bones anymore. Maybe they’ve disintegrated. He climbs back up my body, kissing my skin as hegoes.
My fingers tangle in his hair and then slide down his back as he gets higher. “You’re killing me, Kristin.” He pants the words against my ear. “You’re perfect, and I want all ofyou.”
He’s not the only one that wants it all. I move my hand to his ass, pulling him against me. “I don’t plan tostop.”
He rolls me on top of him and holds my face in his hands. “I don’t want today to be about anythingelse.”
I look in his eyes, trying to figure out what he means. “Today is about what we want it to be. It’s aboutus.”
Confliction plays across his face, and then he speaks. “Today you lostsomething.”
