“You chose him over me last night, and how well do you know the guy? I thought I was your best friend.”
“You are!”
“So you say now. Anyway... gimme five and I’ll be down.”
She hangs up and I sit in a kitchen chair, staring down at my phone. Is she still upset? Is she… jealous? Of Atticus staying with me? I didn’t see this coming. Then again, I’ve never had a meaningful relationship outside of my family and friends. Does she feel pushed aside?
Can’t have that. She has to know she’s important to me, and I have to show her that, if she’s feeling insecure.
It takes her longer to arrive, and the moment I open the door, I yank her inside. “June?—”
“Is he gone?” she hisses.
“Yes.”
“I’m—”
“I have coffee and chocolate,” I rush to say, “please, stay?”
Her mouth twitches and she shakes her head. “Of course I’ll stay, you silly girl.”
I fight the sting in my eyes. “You’re not upset with me?”
She gives a long-suffering sigh. “I’ll survive. It was weird that you let him sleep with you after what happened.”
“He didn’t sleep with me! I mean, he did, but didn’t.”
“Yeah, that makes perfect sense... not?”
“He slept beside me, but nothing happened between us,” I murmur.
“Are you kidding me?”
“It’s the truth,” I say.
A pensive look enters her eyes. “The way he held you, and the way you looked at him... I thought...”
“He was the perfect gentleman.”
“Huh.” She taps a finger against her bottom lip. “Wait, is he into guys only, then?”
“Not sleeping with me doesn’t mean he’s into guys. Though if he is, kudos to him.” Then I frown at her suspiciously. “Only? Wait. Have you seen him with a guy?”
“Well...” She shrugs, walking into my kitchen and sitting at the small round table. “When he isn’t looking at you, he’s looking at a specific guy.”
“Which guy? Do I know him?”
“I’d say you do.” She giggles. “It’s Zach.”
“Are you telling me Atticus is making sweet eyes at Zach and I haven’t noticed? Am I losing my touch?” I have served us chocolate cake and coffee. “Next, you’ll tell me Zach was sucking him off behind my back all this time.”
She snorts and inhales cake, then coughs for a full minute while I slap her back. “No,” she finally says and I relax. “Nothing like that.”
“Well, phew. I mean, they shouldn’t be doing sexy stuff without me watching.”
“What,” she says.
“What.” I blink. “Wasn’t that clear?”