His brain is on a delay, and I copy his hold. My full hand doesn’t wrap around his throat, but he tilts his chin up to make it easier for me. My brain is delayed too because I like the feeling of his throat in my hand.
“I like holding your air,” I murmur.
His fingers flex around my neck and he gently pulses his fingers against the sides as his deep voice rumbles through his chest.
“You always will hold it, lisichka.”
My body falls into his comfort, not due to tiredness, but soul deep comfort knowing I’m safe and he lets me lay with my head on his shoulder.
My eyes close as he keeps pulsing his fingers at the sides of my neck and kissing my temple. It’s the most intoxicating hug of my life and he strokes down my back to cup my ass. A moan breaks free as he applies more pressure and I look up at him, dazed as I blindly stretch down to push his shorts down. The soft kisses against my temple don’t stop and he helps me. It’s easier since his rule of not wearing panties and I stole his t-shirt, so I’m not only covered in Dima but fully surrounded by him as he grips my inner thigh to pull my hips up.
A soft brush of air floats through my hair as I stroke his dick through my slit and circle my entrance.
“You’re soaked, malyshka.”
It’s the comfort, but I can’t tell him that. This is different than the other times even though he’s still being gentle, there’s no clicker or filing cabinet, it’s just me and Dima. We don’t look away from each other as I slowly rock back with my mouth open on a silent moan.
“That’s it, krasotka, feel everything you do to me.”
His fingers tighten around my neck, and he slowly thrusts up, only allowing me an inch at a time while pressing admiration into my skin.
“You’re so beautiful, and strong. I don’t deserve you.”
I freeze in panic. He can’t go anywhere, he promised. It chokes me and makes my voice low.
“Are you going to keep me?”
The slow smile put me at ease as he tilts his head so we’re eye to eye.
“I’m never letting you go,” he promises. “On this planet or the others, you belong to me and if you try to leave me, I’ll chase you to the ends of the universe.”
He switches to my book while his eyes tell me that he means the words too.
“I’m going to breed my little human so she can never escape me.”
I push my hips back and ask, “What if I’m just me and not a human?”
His smile gets wider, and he loosens his hand on my throat when I want it tighter. Slowly sitting up, he fully sits me on his dick, wrapping both arms around me. I’m hugged to him as he cups my ass and pulls me up his length with his voice deepening.
“Whatever you are is mine.”
I hug him back and agree. “And you?”
He does the same and fucks up into me. “Yeah, malyshka, I’m yours.”
The lock is firmly placed on the filing cabinet as he kisses me and massages my back, bringing the t-shirt up until he pulls it over my head and throws it behind me.
His lips are even softer as he kisses over my heart and I grind down as he gives me more promises.
“I’m yours, hellion,” another kiss that leaves a small red mark “and you, my beauty, B, any name you have, are mine.”
I smile wider and pick his hand up to place it on my neck as I press against his shoulder. As always, Dima moves with the slightest pressure and he wraps his hand around my neck as I lay my head on his shoulder. His lips rest against my hairline and each slow thrust is marked with a kiss as he softly presses the pads of his fingers to the side of my neck.
FORTY-TWO
Dima
Ana will be mine as soon as she’s finished planning Nina’s funeral and I pace at the end of the stables for Viktor to hurry up with his lesson so I can get my woman. He narrows his eyes as he leads his horse through and I’ve never rushed him before, now I want to pick him up so I can take him inside like I was tasked to.