Page 15 of Broken Deeds MC: Second Generation 12
CHAPTER FIVE
–LYLA –
I’d like to have you in all ways possible.His words echo inside my head.Being with Pax is easy.Sounds crazy but it really is as simple as that.I’ve been pushing him away for this reason when I ended things between us.All because it feels right and so damn flawless.
Maybe it’s why I grabbed hold of the issue of Lee and Archer hooking us up.It’s easier to accept things going to shit when a good thing feels too damn right.Yes.It does sound crazy, but for me life has been one insanity after another.
Having something so freaking perfect feels like a trap.All while it hit me harder than ever to realize I fucked up the good thing we had.I shouldn’t have made such a big deal out of the reason why we got together.Instead, I should have accepted our solid chemistry and the bond we have between us.
Funny how life found a way to bring us back together again.Even if I was too stubborn to want him back, and only went after him to let him know about the pregnancy.Maybe deep down I hoped there was a second chance for us.I mean, one phone call to let him know about our baby girl would have been sufficient.
Whatever.It’s clearly all in the past now with the words Pax just gave me.Not to mention, his actions today.My brothers and father have always been protective.It’s also the reason why I carry a gun: they taught me how to handle one when I was old enough to point and shoot.Learning to box, practicing self-defense, and lifting weights have always been a part of my life.
These things are all knowledge and skills I’d love to teach my little girl one day.Except for the suffocating protectiveness.Luckily Pax grants me some leeway.Even if I can tell by the look on his face, he has the desire to protect me.
I guess it’s safe to say he passed the test without both of us knowing it was one.Though, it did lead me to the point where I find myself now...accepting everything this man has to give.
Orgasms, hopefully.Not just the ring around my finger he just sneakily threw at me.Well, not the ring just yet, but the promise of one.Fuck.He’s addictive.The way his tongue rubs against mine, stealing my breath, and making my heart jolt inside my chest.
“Missed your mouth,” he murmurs against my lips.
I couldn’t agree more, and I let my hands glide around his neck to pull him closer.
He groans and then pulls back to stare into my eyes.“I want to taste you.Lick an orgasm straight from your pussy to remind myself of what I’ve been missing all these fucking months.”
Is shoving him down too rude?Nah.His chuckle is making my heart skip as I help him with getting rid of my pajama pants.
“Spread your legs wide.”His voice is dripping with lust.
I greedily comply and grab the hem of my tank top to bare myself completely to him.He’s still wearing his boxers, but the huge erection straining the fabric shows how much he wants me.I’ve felt him inside me once before I pierced him.
Knowing he has a magic cross I gave him, one he’s not used on anyone?Having sex for a second time with him will be a whole new experience, and I know for damn sure it’ll be better than the first time.
Pax stares at my breasts.Gaze filled with heat when he slowly inches closer and sucks one of my nipples into his mouth.I groan and grab the back of his head to keep his mouth where it is: sparking pleasure throughout my body.I swear I feel every tug on my nipple between my legs.
Pax lets go with a pop and moves down my body.He stops when his lips touch my belly.His eyes are molten when they lock on my stomach.Both hands, fingers spread wide, are touching the little baby bump.
“We did this,” he croaks.“She’s ours.”
“Yes,” I breathe, emotions running high.“Ours.”
His voice is a mere whisper when he says, “You’re going to be loved in excess, little sweetness.Mommy and daddy are going to wait until you’re ready to be in our arms.Then we’re gonna show you the world so you can take it on and make it yours.”
I swallow hard at the emotions now clogging my throat.Why the hell did I push this guy away while all he wanted to do was make me the center of his universe?Exactly what he’s doing with our unborn child.
Giving Pax a second chance is actually me who is getting a shot at redemption.This time I won’t give a fuck about anything, how we got together, who said or did what.All that matters is Pax, me, our unborn child and the path leading to the future ahead of us.
