“That’s right.” She released my throat then grabbed my legs. Dom lifted my lower half from the seat and drilled into my pussy.
“This my pussy. You hear me? All mine.”
I nodded, fucking her back, but I was no match for her strokes. When she placed my legs on her shoulders and strummed my clit, I was gone. My body spazzed and shook as my orgasm hit me full force. Fuck! What was she doing to me? It was like I didn’t own my body anymore. It was under her command.
Dom slid out of me then lowered to her knees. She sucked and licked on my pussy, making sure I didn’t have a drop available. Once she was done, she removed the strap then rested her thick body on mine. This woman was mine and Sur’s. Only ours.
“Welcome,guys. You both look so happy, lighter, and freer. What’s new? Tell me everything,” Dr. Ellis encouraged.
As a middle aged Black woman, her accreditations and licensures matched her reputation. Dr. Ellis was one of the mostrenowned and sought after marriage counselors in the city of Chicago. Hell, Illinois.
I cleared my throat and looked at Sur then back at Dr. Ellis. “A lot has changed in these past couple of months. As you know, my infidelity put us in a rough place, but I feel like we’re out of it.”
I gripped Sur’s hands. He gave me a little squeeze and a reassuring smirk.
“Why do you feel you guys are out of it?”
Sur cleared his throat. “It’s because we’ve brought a third party into our marriage. Domaneek, or Dom, has fulfilled the both of us in ways we hadn’t expected. Dom came into the picture because Lai needed an outlet. It felt as if she was on the brink of cheating again, but to my surprise, she introduced me to the idea of living a polyamorous life. I was against it, but I wanted to make her happy. Little did I know, Dom would bring me more love, insight, and peace that I haven’t felt in a while.”
Dr. Ellis gave a low whistle. “I must say I didn’t see that coming. I’m not here to judge, but I do have to ask if both of you are truly being fulfilled in this lifestyle?”
“I believe so. We both love her,” I stated rather swiftly.
Sur turned and looked at me with a smile on his face.
“You love Dom?”
I nodded. “I do, love. When you first confessed, I wasn’t mad or jealous. I was just afraid to admit it out loud. It made me face a hard truth.”
“What truth? Give me the real,” Sur encouraged.
I turned in my seat and faced him. “You know I love you past this galaxy and more, but after spending so much time with Dom, I know that I’m no longer bi-sexual. I am gay. I only desire her sexually. I can perform with you, but I prefer now to have sex with you only when she’s around. Dom turns me on for you. Istill desire your comfort, love, security, and companionship, but it’s her that I want sexually,” I admitted honestly.
Sur’s hazel-green eyes wandered over my face. His hands were folded in his lap. I could tell he worked hard to process my truth. Sur dropped his head for a few seconds then looked back at me. He smiled and pulled me into a tight hug.
“Thank you.”
I held him back and sniffled. Sur would always be my person, but my heart now beat for another.
“You’re not mad at me?” I queried, looking into his eyes.
“Not at all, beautiful. I think for a long time I held on to you because you were familiar, my routine, and best friend. I love you. Hell, I’m still in love with you, but your affair changed a lot. I felt the shift before I discovered it back then, but I chose to stay because I love you, and I didn’t feel like starting over. I met you as a boy, but I didn’t realize how much I had changed and evolved until the first moment I looked into Dom’s eyes. You were a security blanket for me, but Dom, she’s my everything.
“She fulfills the man I am now. I want her in every way possible, even if that means I have to share her with you. The way I love her is different from how I love you. I’m a man now. I love her the way a man is supposed to healthily love a woman. You and I were kids when we met. We grew up together. That’s why our bond is so strong. You know without a shadow of a doubt that I’ll always be in your corner. Always. So, I say this sincerely. Thank you for introducing me to Dom, my other heartbeat.”
I sniffled and wiped my eyes and nose with the single tissue I grabbed from the box.
“Thank you for always being so honest and transparent. I appreciate it. It’s now my turn to love you and support you the way you need me to. I’ll always show up for you. Always, Sur.”
He held me tightly again. “I know, baby. I know.”
We separated and I gazed at him. “With your blessing, I think we should move her in. With all the danger surrounding her, I’d feel much better if she stayed with us. It doesn’t have to be permanent if you don’t want to, but at least until her attacker is caught,” I suggested. Sur continued to stare at me.
Dr. Ellis cleared her throat. “That’s a big decision to make. Are you two sure you want to do this?”
“Yes,” Sur voiced quickly. “Without a doubt.”
I grinned widely.