He answers on the second ring.
“I messed up,” I say hoarsely, the words barely audible through the tightness in my throat. “I think I’m off the team. I—I failed.”
A pause. Then his voice, calm and cutting.
“It’s okay, son.”
My breath catches. “Really?”
“I already knew you would. It was just a matter of when.”
I go still.
“The house is being renovated for the next month. Your mother and I are in Muskoka for the summer. You’ll have to find somewhere else to go.”
He hangs up.
Just like that.
I stare at the screen. It stays lit for a second longer beforedimming, and I let it fall from my hand into my lap. My fingers are still curled around nothing.
Alone.
I sit there in the pouring rain, completely untethered, trying to swallow the taste of blood and humiliation. My brain is short-circuiting, my heart threatening to cave in.
Then, without even thinking, I pick the phone back up. My hands are shaking so bad I nearly drop it again as I scroll through my contacts.
I stop on a name.
Bennett James.
I stare at it.
We haven’t talked in months. Not since the game. Not since everything went to hell.
But I hit call.
The phone rings once. Twice. Three times?—
Then clicks.
“Hello?”
I don’t say anything at first. My throat closes. My mouth opens, but nothing comes out.
Then, softer this time?—
“Are you okay?”
It’s him. His voice. Familiar and steady. Like a life preserver.
“I…” My voice breaks. “I’m not.”
“Tell me what’s wrong, Rhett.”
“I’m in trouble.”
“Are you hurt?”