Lauren: Remember what you promised me. Call me after the game?
The world tilts. My vision tunnels. I grip the counter with both hands to keep from collapsing.
I can’t breathe.
No.
No no no no.
I want to scream. I want to break something. I want this to make sense.
But deep down, I realize?—
It makes all the sense in the world.
Isn’t this exactly what I always believed? What I alwaysknewwould happen?
Another ding.
This time, it’s from my phone.
The offer letter, right on cue.
The sound of Rhett’s bedroom door creaking open echoes faintly behind me.
Fight-or-flight kicks in like a lightning strike.
I’m already moving.
Down the hall, into my bedroom. Grabbing jeans, a bra, the nearest shirt. Shoving my laptop into my bag.
Rhett’s footsteps approach.
I duck into the bathroom. Splash cold water over my face, hoping—failing—to wake up from this nightmare. I pile my hair into a clip to keep from pulling it out. Brush my teeth hard enough to draw blood.
“Hey, baby?” he calls. “Looks like we’re out of eggs. I think I might grab us bagels. Sound good?”
I throw the door open and stride past him like he’s a stranger.
My purse is still on the counter. I reach for it.
“Are you in your sweet or salty mood?”
“What?” I snap.
“For your bagel,” he says, eyebrows drawing together. He steps behind me, arms sliding around my waist like nothing’s wrong.
I jolt away, skin crawling.
“No.”
“What?” he says again.
“No bagel,” I repeat. “I have to run.”
Far, far away.
He blinks. “Where are you going?”