Grief welled up in my throat at what my fear had cost him, but I smiled and nodded. “You have a dad.”
“Can we see him today?”
I huffed out a short laugh. “You’re not going to believe this, but I don’t have his phone number.”
At that moment, my cell phone dinged. Angling the screen to see it, my heart leapt into my throat.
Unknown: It’s Bax. Miller gave me your number, I hope that’s okay. Can we talk?
To give myself a minute to think, I saved his information.
Looking up into my son’s expectant gaze, there was no question. I held up my phone. “Bax just messaged me. You want me to invite him over?”
There was nothing slow about his smile this time.
Ducking my head, I ran my thumbs over the keyboard.
Maggie: Corwin wants to meet you properly. Want to come over after dinner?
Bax: You told him.
Maggie: I did.
Bax: How did he take it?
Maggie: He’s happy. Excited.
Bax: How? How is he not angry?
Maggie: He’s only ever heard good things about you. I’d planned to tell him everything now that we’re here in Moose Lake. I just didn’t expect you to show up unexpectedly.
Bax: I’m not sorry, Maggie.
I sighed. Because as it turned out, he had nothing to be sorry for. Not in relation to Corwin.
Maggie: I am. I should have known you wouldn’t turn your back on him.
Just me.
I cleared the tears from my throat.
This was not about us.
A lifetime ago, I might have taken him back even after everything went sideways.
A lifetime ago, I couldn’t imagine life without him.
A lifetime ago, I didn’t want a life without him.
He could have found me at any time, but he didn’t.
And I survived without him. I built a beautiful life without him.
I gave my head a little shake as my thumbs flew over the tiny keypad to send him our address.
Maggie: We’ll see you soon.
I put the phone face down on the kitchen table, turned to my son, and forced a smile. “Your dad is coming after dinner today.”