Yeah we’re just quirky like that
 
 My heart clenched at the sight of his name. Bay. It felt wrong to see it now that I knew who he really was. Like the name was tainted by my new knowledge.
 
 Bay voted DO IT in the poll
 
 Sharky
 
 There
 
 Now it’s a majority
 
 Even without Ni
 
 If only he knew what that meant.
 
 I guess I didn’t have to feel bad about watching the vlogs anymore, then. He’d given me permission. It still felt a little weird, but who was I to argue? Maybe there was something in them that he wanted me to see. Maybe he thought it would help sway me over to his side.
 
 Eggo
 
 Well ok then
 
 Guess I’ll head off to do that
 
 What are you guys up to tonight?
 
 I was half-expecting them to say that they were flying their private jet across the country to go to their favorite restaurant or that they had some TV appearance to go to. Of course, they wouldn’t because they didn’t think I knew—but that made me wonder about how truthful they were being when they did tell me their plans. I thought back to all the times they told me they were doing something as a group, and wondered how many of those had been famous-people things. Boy band things.
 
 Tis Moi, Luca
 
 We’re going out for dinner
 
 Sharky
 
 Speaking of which
 
 @Bay hurry up
 
 Bay
 
 Coming
 
 Great. I was going to spend my evening watching old vlogs of him from when he was on The Next Great Boy band while he went out with the boys, and had a fantastic, glamorous time. And that was enough to remind me that it didn’t matter how I felt about him, I couldn’t date him. He was one of the most famous pop stars in the world, and I was just… me.
 
 The most boring girl on earth.
 
 Texting With: Hudson (Bay)
 
 Hudson (Bay)
 
 So
 
 What do you think of the videos
 
 Megan
 
 Shush
 
 You’re not supposed to know about that