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“Yeah. I tied her up to a tree and hit her… more times than I remember. I was so fucking angry at everyone, and she is who I took that out on. She was the main part of Zoriah getting hurt. She was excited at the thought of whipping her with a metal cable and Richard killing her. Their plan was to get Zoriah pregnant with Doug’s baby but then kill her and have Haley raise it as her own. So… I got a huge stick, carved it into a point, and shoved it up her ass. I raped her with it. When her body went limp, I propped her up on it and walked away.”

“Well damn,” Corbin laughs.

“Yeah…. Zoriah is going to love that,” Ben says.

“Also, I might have raped my mother, but… I’m choosing to ignore that part.”

“Don’t ignore it. What happened?” Corbin asks.

“Right after Riah got out, Doug wanted me to show my loyalty by letting him and Richard rape me… at the same time… Pamela ended up in Doug’s office and started blowing me. When it ended up with just her, I… made her regret coming into that office. I apparently caused damage because she didn’t have a voice for nearly a week after that,” I say.

“Meh. Revenge rape. Doesn’t count,” Ben shrugs. “Pretty sure Riah is going to rape Doug. Give her a giant stick so Haley and Doug can be matching.”

“Brings a whole new meaning to having a stick up their ass,” Jim chuckles, making me crack a smile.

“There he is,” Corbin says, hitting my leg. “You’re okay now, Hux.”

“Is Zoriah okay? How is she doing?”

“Since she had that meltdown last week, she is actually doing a lot better,” Ben says. “She gave consent to be used orally a few weeks ago, but she was terrified of anything more, so we slowly moved into full power exchange. Roman said she gave fullconsent on the plane ride there, so she is definitely getting railed a lot right now and loving it.”

“Apparently my little sister is a freak,” Corbin laughs. “Like brother, like sister, I guess.”

“She is partial to violent but consensual interactions,” Ben explains. “Her only limit is anything close-handed, like punching, and no blood play.”

“Please don’t smack my sister,” Corbin laughs.

“Fuck that. I’m going to do it and see if it’s actually a limit. We can adjust as we go so it’s not like I'm going to knock the piss out of her,” Ben laughs.

“I’m afraid I have too much anger to be able to be around her,” I admit.

“Do you think you’d accidentally hurt her?” Jim asks.

“No, nothing like that, I just… I feel like my anger is going to be too much for her. I don’t know how to cope with this shit. I have never let myself cope, because no matter how much I tried to heal, new trauma made its way in,” I say. “But I’m free now… I will die before I get stuck with them again. I feel like a fucking idiot for falling for their shit. I just wanted to help Haley, but that was her plan. She wanted me stuck there so she could torture me too.”

“She can handle it,” Ben says. “Honestly, I think you two violently fucking might help the both of you.”

“As much as the thought of that makes me want to leap myself off a bridge, I do agree,” Corbin says. “It seems like Zoriah is going to do a lot of coping with sex and loss of control to you three. If that works for you too, then you’ll make a great quad couple.”

“I can’t wait to see her,” I admit.

“She’s going to be so damn happy,” Jim says. “I can’t wait to see this reunion.”

“The bedroom upstairs at the end of the hall is our room,” Ben says. “We’ve been making plans of how to allow all of us to be close to her and… I think I will just be on Roman’s other side and steal her every now and again so she can be between you and Roman.”

“Y’all don’t have to…”

“Don’t say that around Roman. He cares… aggressively,” Ben laughs. “Come on upstairs. You can take a shower and get comfortable. I’m sure you would like to get some sleep too. You look exhausted.”

“Yeah… I am running on fumes,” I say.

“Go on. One of us will wake you before they get here,” Corbin says. I nod and follow Ben upstairs.

“She's really doing okay?” I ask him when we get into the bedroom.

“Yeah. It’s slow going, but she’s getting there. She has violent nightmares, though. We can’t seem to figure out how to help her there. She will sometimes go days without sleeping to avoid waking us, but I end up staying up to watch her. The last week she has been a bit easier to calm after a nightmare, and she gets back to sleep easier though.”

“What changed there?” I ask.

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