He captures my breast with his mouth, sucking on it and causing me to moan.
“God, I want our own place,” I whisper, wishing for something I’m not sure will ever happen.
“One day,” he says before sucking my other breast into his mouth, biting on it and causing another moan to slip from me.
“After I fuck you on our couch, I would take you into our bedroom and push you to your knees on the floor,” Grey continues, looking at me with heat in his eyes.
I grab his erection through his pants, causing him to hiss out a breath as he stares me down. I challenge him, raising my eyebrow while waiting for him to continue.
“So eager to know more. And I haven’t even gotten to the best part yet.”
“Yeah, and what’s that?”
Without warning, he lifts me from the desk and pushes me down on my knees, trapping me between his body and the desk.
“I would do this,” he says with a dangerous tilt to his words, making anticipation thrum through me.
My knees ache from the force with which he pushed me down, but I welcome the pain like I always do, staring up at him while observing him. With quick movements, he undoes the belt around his waist and captures my neck with it before I even realize what’s happening. He ties the belt around me, and I look up at him with shock—something like fear, yet a thrilling sensation.
“That’s it, little doll. You look so fucking gorgeous trapped with my belt around your pretty neck,” he growls before taking out his cock. “Open your mouth,” and I do, my legs slick with moisture from how fucking turned on I am.
“Stick out your tongue.”
I follow his command, and as soon as I do, he drives his cock into my mouth. I hollow out my cheeks, letting him hold the belt in one hand as he grabs the back of my head with the other. The belt constricts my breath, leaving my lungs craving for oxygen as he fucks my mouth. Saliva drools from the side of my mouth, and his cock touches the back of my throat, which makes me gag. But he doesn’t stop there; no he drives into my mouth until tears build in the corner of my eyes, and I feel the wetness from my arousal.
“Touch yourself,” Grey commands, and I look up at him with a shocked expression, with his cock still in my mouth.
“Touch yourself,” he growls, tightening the belt around my throat, and I immediately obey.
My finger finds its way to my clit, circling it before sliding down to my slit, feeling how wet I am. I suck on his cock, deep-throating him as I swallow around it, and his moans fill the room with the most erotic sounds. I have never been this turned on before, and my clit is begging to be touched, my body needing release.
“That’s fucking it, you’re taking my cock so well. Such a beautiful mess,” he moans out, grabbing the belt harder until I’m choking yet loving it all the same.
I circle my clit, which is throbbing with need, and soon an orgasm builds up as Grey nods his head when noticing, allowing me to come. The orgasm ravages my body as I come, the lack of oxygen only heightening the sensations within me, and he follows soon after before pulling out, coming all over my face.
“A beautiful and tainted sight with my cum all over your face,” he smiles down at me, and I make a motion to lick around my mouth, tasting his release.
Grey reaches for something on the desk before he comes back to me with a towel in his hand, cleaning up my face while looking at me with adoration.
“Show me your scars,” he suddenly demands in a cold, calculating tone.
I immediately hide my arm behind my back, unwilling to let him see, frustrated that he ruined the moment. He swiftly reaches out for it and gently exposes it before me, his finger tracing the violent slash of each one. They have taken on a pinker hue as they slowly heal, being a reminder of all that I’ve gone through. Leaning down, he does something I never expected. His lips tenderly brush against them, kissing my self-inflicted scars as if he adores them. The shame makes me want to pull my arms away, but he firmly holds them in his grip.
“Don’t hide yourself from me,” he murmurs. “I want to know all your deepest and darkest thoughts and share the pain with you.”
I nod my head, my lip wobbling from untold emotions that I cannot put into words. Without saying anything else, his fingers suddenly find my clit once again, and I give in to the sensation of him touching me.
“We really shouldn’t be doing this here,” I murmur as he holds me close to him, his belt still around my throat.
“Does the thought that my brother could come in here any moment turn you off?” He growls in my ear, and while I try to deny the truth, I know it’s a lie.
It turns me on, reigniting my need and arousal; the thrill of it all washing over me in waves. His cock hardens once more as he adjusts his position, pushing it against my entrance while gripping the belt around my throat anew.
I look into his eyes with desperation and a trust I have never given anyone before. I hate how vulnerable he makes me feel, like I cannot fight for myself, but I love how he’s always there for me, supporting me and making me a better woman.
A sob wracks my throat as he pushes inside me without forewarning, filling me up to the brim as my eyes roll to the back of my head.
“Oh fuck,” I cry out when he pushes inside me again, holding the belt in his veiny hand.