Page 36 of Beyond Repair: Part Two

Chapter 22

Nina

Iwas beginning to feel settled and excited about this new step in moving forward, even if incredibly embarrassed. Then Trevor entered the chat. My body flushes in response to his gravelly tone as he orders the others away from me.

Whatever's coming doesn't scare me becauseTrevordoesn't scare me, but the unknown makes me anxious. Maybe a little turned on. It feels like making love with Henry sparked something inside of me. My panties are wet all the dang time.

Unless I'm feeling crappy, then the guilt overrides even the neediest parts of me.

Trev turns his alpha energy on me, effectively dismissing the others. "Take your shirt off, Nina."

My hands tremble as I do what he says, and I may or may not arch my back a little to entice him. I doubt he notices since my boobs aren't much more than a handful.

"You trying to tempt me, baby girl?"I spoke too soon.

I give Trevor my most innocent look. "No?"

"Naughty," he growls and rips his shirt off in the next breath. "No lying, baby girl. Did you arch your dainty back just for me?"

"Yes," I breathe, feeling like a weight is slowly lifting off of me the closer Trevor stalks toward me. "I just...I want you to like what you see."

"Nina—" Trevor's expression turns thunderous. "You are asking for a fucking spanking."

The blood drains from my face. "I don't think...maybe don't..."Shoot!

Trevor's features immediately soften in response to my rising panic. Cursing, he scoops me into his arms and grabs my jaw once he has me settled on his lap. "Baby, breathe. We won't do any spanking, okay?"

Nodding rapidly, I feel relief flood my muscles until I'm limp in his grasp. "O-okay," I stutter. "I'm sorry. I didn't realize it was such a big no until now."

Trevor looks me in the eye and replies with so much sincerity that my eyes prick with tears. "No apology necessary. None at all. I think it was something you needed to be actively faced with to know if it was a trigger. We won't ever do something you aren't comfortable with."

Glancing around me, I notice varying looks of concern on the guys' faces. They also seem like they're itching to come close. I reach my arm out to them, and they come to me.I hope they will always come to me.

Trevor pulls me back to him. "I'm sorry I got so intense. Hearing you say those things about yourself and how we've been treating you broke me for a minute. I was angry, but not at you, and it came out extra dominant. I'll be more careful?—"

"No!" I rush out, grabbing his scruffy cheeks. "I liked it. It-it made me squirmy." Ridge and Kai chuckle behind me, but I ignore them. "Please don't change. Even if we find something else that triggers me, please don't take that personally. It's all me, Trev."

Trevor rubs my cheek with his thumb. "And we're here to protect and love you, baby girl. So you tell us right away if we poke at something that hurts. Promise me?"

"I promise." Giving him my word is easy because of what just happened. I naturally put a stop to the spanking that he threatened me with. I may have stuttered and scrambled over my words, but I didn't try to hide my fear. They will always be given my truth.

"So..." Ridge drawls as something tickles down my spine. "We did the opposite of what I suggested.Nowcan we ease the ache? Maybe put our mouths to adifferentuse?"

Giggling, I swat at him, but the playfulness quickly turns into a moan when Trevor tugs my sports bra down and sucks my nipple into his hot mouth.

"Mmm, good idea," Ridge praises Trevor. "Nina girl, how do you feel about letting me give your needy cunt my cock while my cousin pays attention to those little rose buds?"

Holy moly...Those dirty words...

Then Kai cranks up my arousal even more when he asks Henry, "How 'bout I suck you off, baby, while our friends love on our woman?" Henry moans in response.

"Yeeeees." My consent and appreciation flow from me with a mewl of pleasure.

"Fabulous," Ridge groans and settles me on Trev's thighs again once he magically maneuvers my panties and shorts off. With my back to Ridge, and Trev's mouth feasting on my breasts, I feel like I'm barely able to suck in a breath. Then Henry and Kai start making out next to us on the bed.

This is?—

Heat engulfs my back, Ridge encompassing me with his lean frame. "Now I'm gonna fuck you from behind, Nina. You ready for me, love?"

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