Page 33 of Beyond Repair: Part Two

I think everything bubbled over when I saw them look at one another like I wasn't a part of their group. I had sex with Henry...I'm ready for the others...So why aren't they treating me like we are reallytrulytogether?

They say they love me, yet I feel like an outsider.

But maybe that's my fault too. I've been quiet for an entire day, and I've been on edge since seeing the monster again.

Maybe they're pulling away from me because I'm acting crazy. First the dog I was convinced was outside, then obsessing over the trunk being open across the street, then the person on the other side of the fence and now this? I'm losing my mind.

So maybe this time alone hasn't beenallgood because now I'm second guessing every conclusion I just came to.

The knock at the door sends anxious energy skittering through my spine until I'm sitting ramrod straight in bed. When the door opens and the four of them file in, I blurt out the most nervous apology I've ever heard. "I'm so sorry! I know I'm crazy. I'll do better. Just stop leaving me out, please."

Henry frowns and whips his head to glare at Kai who looks lost. Ridge's mouth pops open in shock, but it's Trevor's face thatreallyhas me pausing.

Trev's angry.

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