Page 87 of Let Me

“You okay?”

“I’m fine.”

“Okay.”

He kisses me gently, patiently and thoroughly, taking his time with my tongue.He’s not in a hurry to do a thing.Yeah, I’m not going to be going to work today, and I’m good with that.This is where I want to be – where I need to be.Loving on my husband.

He traces my jaw with his tongue, marking me as his possession as if I didn’t already know that.I know it.I accept it.I love being his.

His hot tongue on my neck does something to my nervous system.The way he whispers his intentions intensifies my desire to have him.

“I’ll love you forever and all the days after,” he says.

He settles between my legs.I feel the moment his manhood presses against me.

I gasp.The feeling is immeasurable.When he slides inside of me, tears slide out of my eyes.He stretches me with his presence and I involuntarily grab everything he gives me.

Holding strict eye contact with me, he asks, “Are you okay?”

“Yes,” I whisper.

“I love you, Autumn.”

“I love you, too.”

“I want you.”

“You have me, Judah.”

He settles.His chest is pressed to my breasts.I lift my head to meet his mouth.To connect us wholly.

Completely.

Thoroughly.

I lock my arms around him tightly and dine on his tongue with effort, capturing his flavor in my taste buds.I listen to his soft groans and fall into rhythm with his movements.My body pulsates with every inch of him embedded inside of me.

When our lips part, I gather plumes of air into my lungs as my ears feast on his gentle groaning.It does something to electrify me.It stirs me.Enlivens me.He kisses my neck, rolls his tongue along my collarbone.You’d think I was ice cream by the way he’s working his tongue.

He moves, slowly, stimulating my nerve cells and stirring my body in the way he wants me to go.I’m in heaven.This is love at its purest.

When I feel my body seizing under his control, I cave, giving in to his needs.My entire frame splinters as my body shudders beneath him.My stomach tenses with his strokes, and I couldn’t do anything to stop the intense feeling flowing through my entire nervous system.The pleasure center in my brain releases chemicals that have me feeling high, and when I’m at the highest of peaks, I hear his groans become wails until he releases.He fills me with his love and is overcome with emotions.He lowers his lips to mine and says, “I love you, Autumn.”

“I love you, Judah.”

Overcome with emotions, I release the tears swelling in my eyes and hold on to him.The heat between us welds us together between these covers.We’ve always been one, but right now, we’re one in the same.

“Judah, talk to me.”

He sniffles a little and then says, “I’m good, baby.I’m just taking it all in.This feeling is, uh…”

He sits up and looks at me, then continues, “This wasn’t supposed to be possible, but it was.I don’t know if it will ever happen again, but I’m glad it happened.I’m so sorry I can’t be a better man for you, Autumn.I’m sorry,” he says, in tears as he drops his head onto the pillow beneath me, overwhelmed with emotion.

“It’s okay, Judah,” I say, consoling him as best as I can.

“I want the best for you, baby.I really do.I want you to be happy.”

“Judah, look at me.”

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