Page 49 of Defending her Heart

“And if mine is longer?”

Kendall’s green eyes drop to my mouth, then make a lazy trail down to the open collar of my shirt and down to my lap where my dick is straining against my zipper. I’ve never been as thoroughly eye fucked as I am when I’m around Kendall.

“There’s no way a guy who looks like you has gone too long without sex when you can have any woman in the world.”

It’s not any woman in the world I want though. “Hardly,” I say.

She taps her finger over her lips. “You decide.”

While I want nothing more to fuck her until we both can’t breathe, tonight isn’t the night. I’ve been drinking, and even if we agree to the friends-with-benefits thing, I won’t treat her as a throwaway sex doll.

“Okay. You go first.”

“Is your house empty?”

My eyebrows dip. “Yeah. Why?”

“Because you’re about to break my fourteen-month dry spell.”

Holy shit. Fourteen months? And I’ve been pushing her away because I thought she slept with half the team. Fuck. I owe her a lot more than the few gifts I got her last week.

“Fourteen months is a long time.”

“I’ve only had my vibrator to keep me company. Think your fingers can make me come harder than Dido?”

“Dido?” I shake my head as I adjust myself. Pretty sure my dick broke through the zipper in my pants. I unbuckle my seatbelt and reach for the door handle. “I haven’t had sex since I signed on with the Revs.”

Not waiting for a response, I step out of the car.

Before I close the door, I stoop down and stick my head back in the car. “I’ll be in touch to cash in on your debt.”

CHAPTER SIXTEEN

KENDALL

What the fuckity fuck? I crank up the treadmill another degree and pump my legs. It’s been four days since Nash dropped the bombshell on me that he hasn’t had sex in over three years, and he’s been radio silent since. There’s no way. He’s too alpha. Too hot. Too goddamn sexy to have turned down the bajillions of sex proposals he’s most likely had since he moved to Boston.

Not to mention he’s a guy. Guys don’t turn down sex. Okay, so guys like Nash who get hit on bajillions of times have to turn down sex or their dicks will fall off, but they surely cave one in a million times.

But not Nash.

I don’t understand. I mean, I guess I do. He’s a responsible dad, but more than three years without sex? That’s taking it too far. Not only does it show an incredible amount of restraint, but more so it shows how much he’s devoted to his daughter. Even if he is a bit of an extremist. His love for her is not something you see every day.

And hell if that doesn’t make my libido crank into overdrive. Shit, it was in overdrive when I walked in on him practically naked in his kitchen. It careened into turbo speed when he kissed me at the Whiskey Buckle. And when he told me about his dry spell the other night?

My vagina incinerated. Well, maybe not. If that were the case I wouldn’t feel it pulsing every time I think about Nash. Squeezing my thighs together, I sprint the last three minutes of my run, then slow to a jog as I cool down.

I’m refilling my water bottle when my phone vibrates against my thigh. God bless the inventor of legging pockets. Best invention ever.

I slide out my phone and when I see Nash Potato’s name, my heart kicks up speed like I’m back on the treadmill again.

NASH POTATO: Are you available to stop by tonight around 9:00?

My vagina does that quivering thing again. Playing it cool, I don’t respond right away. I take a few healthy gulps of water, then put my sweatshirt on as I head out to my car. While it’s warming up, I play around with the radio, open my social media accounts and aimlessly scroll until I find myself stalking the Revolutions page.

I may or may not also be following the Revolutions Man Candy page as well. I scroll past the other players and pause on the latest one of Nash. He’s wearing the sexiest little smile as he stands on the sideline with Darius Johnson. He’s not a sweaty gorgeous mess yet, so the shot had to have been taken during warm ups.

This relaxed, smiley Nash is a rarity. During the game, he’s intense and focused, as all players should be. After the game, he’s usually tense. I get now that it’s because he feels guilty about leaving his daughter and wants to return home.

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