Page 138 of Lies Like Love

He drives himself in, using his leverage on my hair to prevent me from pulling back when he hits the back of my throat. He tastes like metal, and I have to breathe through my nose as I fight my gag reflex as he holds still in my mouth.

“So pretty, choking on my cock in the dirt like a bad girl.” Jude pulls his hips back and then thrusts in again.

Tears stream down my face at the pressure, but he doesn’t relinquish control. He holds my head in place with both his hands as he fucks my mouth harder. And maybe this is punishment because it makes me need him between my legs more than I ever have. But he’s not giving it to me.

I reach between my legs and peel my skirt up, aching to relieve the pressure. But when he sees what I’m doing, he thrusts to the back of my throat until I’m choking on his dick and pauses there.

“Hands on your thighs while you take your punishment.” He holds his dick deep in my throat until I do as I’m told, only then backing out. “Maybe next time you’ll know better than to threaten me with this sassy mouth when all it makes me want to do is fuck it.”

He pumps his hips at a steady rhythm. In and out, and I feel my lips and tongue getting sore from the barbells and force of his thrusts. His fingers grip my hair as he gets closer. His whole body tensing.

Jude grabs the side of my face and looks down at me with a tight expression. “Swallow every drop, Red.”

At that, the first warm hit of his release coats my tongue. He comes so hard and much that I’m fighting to breathe while I swallow him down. And he holds my face, making sure nothing gets out.

“Fuck.” He pulls out of my mouth and lets go of my hair, cupping both my cheeks in his hands and wiping my lips clean. “You’re so fucking perfect.”

My cheeks heat with his words. I’ve spent my life trying to live up to everyone’s expectations, never reaching them. But Jude loves me exactly how I am. When I’m perfect, when I’m messy, when I’m broken, when I’m whole.

He loves me.

“You can touch yourself now.” His gaze dropping to where my fingers clench the hem of my dress. “You earned it.”

His eyes darken as he watches me widen my knees in the dirt and slide my dress up, slipping a hand between my legs.

I drive my fingers in and can’t help the moan that comes out as he stands over me, watching me do it. I’m already so close, and the pleasure in his eyes drives me to the brink. My mouth is still numb from the hard way he fucked my face, and it sparks my core to life. I ride my hand for him, appreciating how every wet sound of my fingers sliding in and out intensifies his stare. His dick once more hardens in front of my face.

“Jude—” His name is a moan that cuts off with the air leaving my chest.

“I know.” He grabs my shoulders and pulls me up, like he’s in tune with my body enough to sense what I need from him. He spins me around so fast I have to catch myself on the hay wall of the maze. “You want to come on my cock, Felicity?”

“Yes.”

“Good.” He pulls my dress up and puts pressure right where I need it. He’s rock hard as he shoves himself in. “Because if my girl is going to come for me, I’m going to feel it.”

“Jude.”

“That’s right.” He fucks me harder, and I’m not sure how he does it when he just barreled into my throat as long as he did. “My name’s the only one I want on your tongue, or I’ll fuck your mouth until it’s branded there.”

He grabs my hips and controls every thrust, pounding in and hitting me so deep I can barely think, much less breathe.

“You’re so tight for me.” He thrusts in harder. “Did sucking my cock in the dirt do this to you?”

I nod my head, feeling myself building. “Yes.”

“Good girl.”

My pussy clenches at his praise, and my legs start to shake.

Jude pounds into me hard and unrelenting. He chases my climax like he chased me through the maze, with a frenzy of anticipation. My body clenches, and I evaporate with the pleasure that explodes from my core. And he fucks me through it. Harder, until he’s pounding his hips against my ass so intensely, I feel him everywhere.

It isn’t until his own climax hits that he finally slows down, folding his body over me. I’m caged against the hay wall, breathing hard as he leans in and kisses the side of my neck.

He snakes a hand up and grazes my breasts with his fingertips, toying with my piercings until my nipples pebble for him.

“Feel better?” I tease him because I can’t help myself.

“Almost.” He pulls out and slides my top and panties back into place.