Page 69 of Forever and Ever

“Do you always use protection?” I ask him.

He nods.

“Same. Are you—”

“I’m clean,” he says, his arms tightening around me. “I got tested again after the tour, and I haven’t been with anyone since.”

I feel a small bit of pride with his confession because it means that he hasn’t been with anyone since I started staying in his house, even though I know he’s gone out to party with Rome on a few occasions, so I’m sure there have been plenty of opportunities.

I slide my slickness over his dick again and feel it twitch to meet me.

“Then fuck me bare. I need to feel you.” I brush my lips over his and smile. “Please.”

Noah growls deep in his chest at my word choice and flips me around so that I’m on my back and he’s on top of me. The weight of him is comforting as he grabs his dick and nudges at my entrance.

“Since you asked so nicely,” he says with a wicked grin, then he pushes into me in one thrust, hitting me so far back I see a universe implode behind my eyes.

“Oh, fuck,” I moan, pulling my legs around his waist to try and make room for him. Visually, I always knew Noah was huge, but feeling my body stretch around him is a surprising sensation.

His hips start moving slowly at first. One of his hands holds my hip, while the other holds my jaw. As I warm up to the feel of him, I start rocking more and more, and his hips move like a boat over waves.

We fit in every way. How he feels on my skin. How we move as one. He can read me, and I can read him, and I’ve never been so scared to be this close to somebody because it might be his cock inside me, but what I’m feeling is so much more.

“Merry,” Noah says my name as he brushes a kiss on my lips. His eyes tell me there’s more hanging on the tip of his tongue, but for whatever reason, he holds back, pressing in for a kiss instead.

My pussy clenches as my orgasm rockets through me. Noah’s movements get faster and uneven as he chases that feeling of me tightening around him. And with the waves of my own climax still in motion, Noah empties into me in a myriad of ways I’ve never allowed a person.

We’re slick with sweat as we cling to each other, and as the eruption fades, Noah buries his face in my neck. I hold him tight and close my eyes, feeling our heartbeats thundering frantically in our chests.

I’m yours.

I’m yours.

I’m yours.

I’m terrified.

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Noah

IstareatMerry’sclosed eyes, waiting for them to flutter open, knowing that once they do, her walls might be back in place. I wait to see if she’ll regret what happened, and it forms a knot in my throat worrying about it. Because what she says and does sometimes are two different things, and even if I know she felt the same way I did last night, it doesn’t mean the skittish parts of her personality won’t force those feelings back into hiding with the new day.

She’s a difficult person to love.

Sharp and stubborn.

I’d like to think I could have fucked that resistance out of her one of the four times we did it over the course of the night, but she just grows wilder the closer I get to her.

Laying here with her body heat against mine, I feel myself ready to go again. She’s a fantasy come to life and being with her is all I thought it would be, and more.

I don’t think I could ever get tired of her tight little pussy riding me. Or watching her face as she reacts to every movement. I could spend every day memorizing her naked body, decorated in ink.

My dark goddess.

Last night was transcendent.

Going over to Sebastian’s, I hadn’t intended on throwing down the gauntlet with her. But after the day I had, I couldn’t hold it back anymore. I needed to know what I was still fighting for, even at the risk she’d pull away permanently.

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