Nate wrapped his arms around me from behind and kissed my temple. “How’d you survive that?”
“I think your Grandma wants to adopt me,” I said, leaning back against him.
“She can’t have you,” he murmured into my hair. “You’re mine.”
I turned to face him, my arms sliding around his waist. “You okay? That was… a lot of family.”
He nodded. “It’s weird. They’re a lot, yeah, but… it feels different with you here. Feels right.”
We swayed there for a moment, the warm night settling around us.
“Do you think your sister’s always like that?” I asked.
He glanced through the window at Maggie, who was laughing as Axel tried to explain why he didn’t like lemon bars.
“Oh yeah,” Nate said. “She’s just getting started. For a school teacher, Maggie is the one in the family who is rather quirky, and she likes to tease you.”
I smiled and rested my head against his chest.
“Good,” I said. “Because I think she’s very funny.”
And as laughter spilled out of the house behind us and fireflies danced across the yard, I realized I hadn’t just fallen in love with Nate.
I was falling in love with his world. His people. His family. And it felt good.
23
Nate
We drove home in comfortable silence, Willa’s hand resting on my thigh as I navigated the familiar road back to her place. The stars were out again—clear and bright, like they were rooting for me.
She had no idea what I was about to say. And I wasn’t sure how to start.
I pulled into her driveway and turned off the truck, but I didn’t move.
Willa noticed immediately. “You okay?”
“Yeah,” I said, then paused. “No. I mean… I will be.”
Her brows furrowed as she turned in her seat to face me, her hand gently squeezing mine. “Talk to me, Nate.”
I stared out the windshield, watching a light flicker on inside the barn. Pancake, no doubt making a late-night round.
“There’s something I haven’t told you yet,” I said quietly. “Something big.”
Willa didn’t say anything. She just waited. Patient. Steady. God, I loved that about her.
“A few years ago, I went on a mission in Iran with my team. It was supposed to be routine—get in, get out, secure the target. But it went to hell fast.”
I finally looked at her. “We got ambushed. They took me.”
Her lips parted, eyes wide.
“They kept me there for eight weeks. No sunlight. Barely any food. A cell made of stone and chains. I didn’t know if I’d make it back. Some days, I didn’t want to.”
Willa’s hand flew to her mouth, eyes brimming. “Oh my God… Nate…”
“I wasn’t alone. One of my buddies was with me for a while, until they separated us. I kept thinking about all the things I never did. Never said. That I’d never fix the crap with my family. That I’d never have a life outside missions and metal doors and violence.”