Page 36 of To Have and To Hold

“No.” she again whispered out her hurt.

He raised his hands up but took a step approaching, making his way back to her.

She took a step back, her hand now out to stop him. The words suddenly tumbling out of her, giving him pause. “You don’t get to kiss me like I’m the air you need to breathe, like I mean something to you. That this right here is what you want and need.” She hiccupped, tears free-flowing.

She backed up as he took another step toward her, a dawning expression and a grim look to his face of what he’d done to her all those years ago and even now.

“You act like this is all you want and crave in life. Like this means something to you.” For each word spilling out of her mouth, he was eating up the space between them even though she continued to back away from him and hit the wall.

He was now in front of her, not touching and she tilted her head back against the wall, tired because he had her trapped and had kept coming despite her wanting space.

“Because you had it all and walked away and you will do it again.” She whispered in anguish, and he froze, and his body jerked as if she’d shot him.

He picked her up, wrapping her in his arms and carried her over to the bed, saying nothing. He laid her down and then followed; she was now caged in his embrace, and he began to run kisses over her eyes and cheeks, soothing her as she criedand then her lips as she began to wind down and respond to his gentle kisses.

He cupped her face, looking down at her, his expression serious as he took in her pouty lips and her wet eyelashes. She knew she probably looked a sight, with her nose red and running and he reached across to the nightstand, grabbing a Kleenex and wiping her nose before tossing it aside and cupping her face again.

“I was a fool once but not anymore. I am sorry, baby, that I hurt you the last time. I am not only going to show you what you mean to me now but also tell you for the rest of our lives.” He promised as he lowered his lips to hers, seeking her forgiveness and at first, she didn’t respond, her walls still up but he waited patiently, his kisses coaxing hers to part and with a sigh she did, letting him in and he made a happy grumbling sound in his chest.

He took his time, kissing her, his hand slowly moving over her, caressing every part he could reach without having to lift it from her body. She began to run her hands over his bare back, her fingers trailing over his skin and he hummed, almost sounding like a cat making her want to giggle. But she gasped instead when she felt his cock hardening and he bared down, widening her legs for him to nestle deeper against her. His hands parted the front of the lace, short-body style negligée, exposing her breast to his waiting hands. He released her lips to move down her body to suck her nipple into the hot cavern of his mouth. The hard pull had her arching her back, and she lifted one of her legs to drape over his ass to use it to pull his cock harder against her wet core. She was beginning to throb down below and withered in the bed as he continued to suck hard on her nipples, teasing them. His other hand reached between them, and he cupped her wet pussy, his hand moving back andforth over the lace material, pulling it tight against her swollen netherlips. The friction left her feet sliding back and forth against the sheets.

She lifted her head but dropped it back down on the pillow, unable to keep it up right. She moaned when he pushed the lace aside and plunged two fingers inside of her. He flicked his tongue back and forth against her nipple as his fingers stretched and he began to mimic what the hard press of his cock was going to do to her pussy.

Colin switched to her other breast, sucking the nipple and the flesh around it into his mouth. The hard pull sent heat to her core, and she felt slick between her thighs. He pulled his fingers from her and circled her clit with her wet essence before plunging them back inside. His thumb now teased the hard button, slick with her juices and she was seeking to come, flexing her hips in time with his fingers as they continued to dip inside of her.

He raked his teeth against her tight nipple, and she shattered. Coco grabbed his hair as her body shuddered and she let out low moans. He reached for the ties on the side of her negligée, practically tearing them off in his haste. Exposing her now to his avid gaze. His eyes met hers and she could see that he could no longer wait to be with her, his patience used up.

“Beautiful, so beautiful and all mine.” He spoke his voice possessive and filled with reverence.

He moved up her body, taking her lips again before her body had come down from the ecstasy of her orgasm. His head now at her entrance, he grabbed his base and took the head, rubbing it in her juices. He notched himself at her slit and began to push himself into her slick core. She was so wet that hewas almost able to slide all the way into her without having to struggle.

He shifted back, pulling himself almost out but just the tip inside her entrance and with one thrust, he was buried deep inside of her. She flinched as he broke through her hymen; the sting had her digging her nails into his shoulders and he froze above her. Lifting himself off caused him to bury himself deeper and they both groaned. He stared down at her, happiness spreading across his features at the gift she’d just given him.

He lowered his face down to hers, kissing her lips, her eyes, her cheeks until she adjusted to him.

Then he stared down, his gaze intense, a determined and possessive look on his face. “I really was a fool and made the biggest mistake in my youth, but now I have a second chance with you and this time I won’t ever let you go.”

He groaned and slammed his lips down onto hers and began to thrust. He took his time at first, his cock hitting her in the right spots that had her breasts bouncing and she reached behind her to grip the headboard as he slid her up and down the bed with the force of his hips against hers.

Her mouth opened and “Ah-Ah-Ah” sounds escaped her lips. He lifted her legs, not missing a beat, and pushed them back so that they were pressing against her ears as he lifted himself up slightly and angled down into her. Her cunt gripped his cock tight, squeezing as he filled her with his length. She felt her juices slip past between them and could hear the sounds of their heavy breathing broken by his grunts and her groans that left her even wetter.

He tilted his head back, his features drawn tight, his lips swollen and slack as he arched back, embedding himselfimpossibly deeper, his balls and thighs slapping hard against her.

She tried to lift herself up off the bed and away, the intense tremors raking her core made her want to scream and claw at something. She felt herself squirt and he gave a grunt of satisfaction, his eyes now looking down into hers and he gave a cocky grin. Then he groaned as her walls clamped down hard and tight on his cock, squeezing it now as an orgasm rushed through her. He quickened his pace, his thick length driving her wild as it slid up and down her swollen sensitive flesh, and another orgasm hit her before the last one ended. She shut her eyes and her whole body tensed; she felt him expand inside of her and then with a shout, he let himself go, his hot seed coating the inside of her walls that now sucked hard on his tip and length, wanting all he had to give.

He collapsed next to her, his semi-hard cock sliding out of her. Next, he pulled her close, his hand running over her sweaty wet skin, and he tucked her head against his shoulder, kissing her forehead as they caught their breath.

She froze when she heard “I love you Coco. So much. More than I ever thought possible. What I felt for you in high school doesn’t compare to what I feel for you now. I know it will take time to trust me and what we have together before you can say it back. But I will show with everything that I have how much you mean to me and this precious gift gives me hope that you will give us another chance. Me another chance and make this marriage a real marriage. Because that what it is to me and has been since the day I walked into your office.”

She flung her head back, looking at him now in surprise. He gave her a rueful smile, but his eyes were serious and open, hiding nothing from her searching gaze. She saw the love for hershining through and his promise to do whatever it took to win her love.

In that moment, she let go of the past and reached with both hands for the future. A future with the man she’d been falling in love with again, even though she’d fought hard not to. The tiny hope she’d carried with her all this time since he came back into her life blossomed in her chest and she let it this time.

She leaned forward, their eyes now closed together, so that he could see what was in hers but just in case he missed it. “I love you too.”

Chapter 20

The waves lapped at her naked chest and Coco gave a small whimper as Colin thrust up inside of her. His movements were slow so that she felt every inch of him inside of her tight sheath.

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