Page 5 of Bliss & Her Idols

I love my brothers.

I’m so fucking lucky.

I bite my lip.

I can feel my inner Omega clawing to get out but I’m also disconnected to the sensations. I’ve pushed my Omega needs down in order to be strong.

I’m thirty today, after all.

Thirty years with no more than a passing rut with an Alpha (and never the same one twice).

Thirty years with no bonded pack.

Thirty years with no one to share my nest.

Happy fucking birthday to me…

My chest tightens in pain. For a moment, I struggle to breathe.

With difficulty, I get my lungs to work again.

I have my work. My siblings.My mission.

Pack bonds are toxic. I’ve seen it over and over. I’m better off alone, no matter how much my heart aches.

Piper feels the same way as I do. He doesn’t dress like a typical Omega either (but then, I’m wearing leather pants). He’s dressed in punky ripped jeans and a sleeveless metallic top. His pierced nipples show through the slashes in the top, gleaming in the light.

He’s adapted his clothes himself, adding glittering stars to represent his favorite Idol: Immortal.

Immortal is a gorgeous English singer with pale skin and lavender eyes, whose signature look is long white coats and star-shaped diamonds.

I can’t stop myself from stroking over the band logo on my limited edition green top.

The logo is of a glimmering dragon, which flows around into the shape of a musical note.

It’s pretty just like Jin is.

Every Idol has a stage name, which their brand and styling is built around.

Jin’s is Ice Dragon.

In my heart,myIce Dragon.

Jin is the dragon with the frozen heart. How can I warm him and melt it?

Jin is the most beautiful of the Idols.Also, the one who is in the most danger.

I’m desperate to save and protect him. Then find him a foster pack. Because that’s what we do in my third, secret job that would lead to my imprisonment in the Omega Institute or even execution if it was discovered.

Chase formed the Bonds Protection Unit, BPU, to investigate and rescue people from forced bonds.

Piper and I joined his mission, as soon as we were old enough.

After all, we grew up without parents because they were executed for the cause. They were the leaders of the original rebels, before the Omega resistance was formed.

My heart swells with pride and sadness at the same time.

I lost the best two dads in the world, but they died for the sake of saving people from abusive pack bonds.

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