Page 8 of We Could Be Better

Chapter Seven

Bella

I told Cash ass once before about fucking with me; I was not about to lose my nigga to a bitch that aint have shit on me. Hell who am I kidding this bitch had it all that’s why I knew soon or later I was going to lose Cash. I didn’t want to stab him but he pissed me off when he stepped in the way and took up for her. He told me that he would never hurt me; he said I would be his forever.

“Why the fuck did she had to come around and ruin everything?” I screamed hitting the wheel over and over

“Bitch you know I’m in nursing school and can’t get in any trouble. You didn’t tell me that we were going there and start a fight. You didn’t even say you and Cash were no longer together.” My firend Tosha said.

Tosha wasn’t anything like me, that’s why sometimes I wonder how are we still friends. She had it all a loving and caring family while me on the other hand I was stepping over needles every damn day. I stayed in the projects and like any other female around I got it out the mud, that’s why I can’t lose Cash. He took my off my mom pissy ass sofa and put money in my pockets I can’t go back there especially after the way I treated them once I started getting a little money.

I hated that bitch Kyra and felt I had to compete with her since the first time I slept with Cash. I had never even seen the bitch. He had never even spoke on her name to me, but every time I asked him to cove the tattoo up he flat out refused. Inthe club that night I made all that shit up to get under her skin. Cash never even spoke of her ass, but that tattoo spoke volume. Once he decided not to say anything about what I was saying in the club that night I just figured that I might as well continue talking.

“Bitch im tired of you acting like a fucking saint. Think I don’t know about you sleeping with somebody else man.”

Tosha and I were alike in many ways she didn’t I knew her kids father were in a relationship already. She walking around here with her fucking head in the clouds looking down on other. The bitch just like everybody else out here; she just didn’t have to trick a nigga for money because she had her own. But she was no better than us trying to give advice when her nigga not even her nigga.

“Oh no ma’am you will not talk to me any kind of way because your nights is not going as planned. My kids father have nothing to do with this so keep him out of.”

“Oh really? Should we turn back around and go tell that girl you fucking with her kids father?”

“You know what Bella drop me off.”

“I thought fucking so!”

I pulled to the curb and put the bitch out my car; she can call a fucking uber since she think she’s better than me. Bitch always did that shit be around fucking other bitches men, but want to judge. At least Cash ass was mine and came home to me every night. Thinking about Cash I started crying; I couldn’t believed I stabbed him. I was just so mad though I didn’t mean to do it; I just was angry.

I pulled into the entrance of the hospital getting ready to go in and check on him until a tall dark skinned man stopped me. This nigga was dressed like money and when I say fine just know I meant exactly what I said. I had to hold my legs together because I didn’t wear panties tonight and my pussy was dripping.

“How you doing pretty lady?” I didn’t even know this man but those words alone had me forgetting about Cash.

“Hi, nice to meet you sir my name is Bella.”

“Bella? I like that well Ms. Bella my name is Deuce and I have a job for you.”

“How much are we talking and what’s the job?”

“How about we discuss that over dinner”

Cash wasn’t checking for me and my pockets were running a little low. I was about to take Deuce up on his over. I just hope I wasn’t making a deal with the devil. I

Chapter Eight

Kyra

Not even 24 hours ago I wanted to Kill Cash ass and now I’m sitting by his bedside holding his hands plotting of ways to kill Bella ass. Never in my life had I seen anything like it, this bitch had literally got her ass beat by me and decided to come back with a gang of girls and none of them hoes did a damn thing when they saw me. This bitch tried to kill me over some dick that wasn’t even mine; I wasn’t tripping though. I was going to kill her stupid ass when I saw her. Like I said earlier don’t let this pretty face fool you I got down with the best of them.

Cash moving around alerted me. When he opened his eyes I quickly ran out of the room to get him a cup of cold water and a nurse. That bitch Bella missed his heart by an inch and not only that; he had to have emergency surgery because she broke the tip off in his chest. I don’t understand why he kept passing me up for these crazy ass bitches he love bringing home. Just think about all the bitches he chose over me made me want to leave and go about my business. I grabbed his hand and brought it to my mouth to kiss the back of it and we made eye contact.

“I didn’t expect me to wake up and see you.”

“yeah neither did I, but you know unlike you my loyalty lies here. I didn’t want to do it but I couldn’t turn my back.” I stated while still looking in his eyes. Sitting here just fully confirmed that I was indeed still in love with him. “I knew it was a bad idea coming here” I thought to myself.

“Come on Ky it’s not like that. You know I’m loyal, love I never sat down with Bella ass and said anything about you.”

I knew he was telling the truth because Keem and Drek ran everything down to me the night that bitch stabbed him. I just didn’t know if I could keep playing this game with him; I would never fully be for him and that’s what I wanted. I didn’t want to share him with no other female.

“Look I know you wouldn’t do me like that, but truth be told everything she said about me was true. I have loved you since we were kids and you coming around having sex with me every chance you go didn’t make it any better. You were my first everything; I thought leaving would make my feelings go away but it didn’t.” I boldly stated “and when did you get that tattoo?” I asked