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“I know but he is too damn fine.”

Those bitches laughed like I said something funny; I was serious though. If a man had that much power over me then I knew it wasn’t good for me to be in the same room as them. I grabbed my bags went into the guest room and climbed in the bed to take a nap.

I couldn’t help but to think about my life though. I didn’t know a thing about Bleek but he was making me feel a way Chaz had never made me feel. I dozed off with Bleek on my mind.

I was awaken from my good ass nap because my phone kept going off. I was really grouchy whenever something interrupts my sleep so whoever was calling it had better been life or fucking death. I grabbed my phone off the nightstand on side the bed just as it started ringing again. I was too aggravated Chaz was blowing my fucking phone up.

“Why the fuck you keep calling me?”

“Mina baby I miss you so damn much. Please can I come back home.”

I had to stare at my phone to make sure I was talking to the right person. Exactly why the fuck did he miss about me, beating my damn ass. Because that’s all he ever did it’s just like a nigga to leave home thinking the grass greener on the other. I knew he wouldn’t be able to handle being a family man, but before I’m anything I’m a woman. Chaz had two boys even if I wanted him back I would not take him away from his family likehe bitch did me. she didn’t think about me or my feelings but I don’t fight fire with fire; he being with Chaz was enough for me.

“Chaz are you fucking crazy? You are never allowed back in my home.”

“See bitch that’s why you would never find another man like me no one would ever love you the way I loved you.”

“I don’t want anyone to love me like that, because that wasn’t love;” I said hanging the phone up.

If he had told me that a few months back I would believed him, but I couldn’t keep letting Chaz control my life. I had too much going for me I was smart, beautiful, and had my own money. Any man would be happy to have a woman like me in his life too bad Chaz chose otherwise. He was now a distant memory in my pass but was also a lesson of what not to take in my future.

I was looking down at my phone when Bleek fine ass walked in the room and for the first time I noticed all of his things were in here. I was so damn sleepy I didn’t even notice; I didn’t know he was staying here. But he was so kind that he let me take a nap in his room any other rude ass nigga would have made me get up. I couldn’t help but stare at him as he stood in the closet and once again my pussy started leaking like a faucet.

Chapter Thirty-Seven

bleek

It was something about her; I walked into the house and noticed her in the room I had been staying in. I left out and went to sit in the living room, this girl whom I known for a short period of time make me want to change my player ways. She was a beautiful black goddess and everything about her was natural. Maybe being in Atlanta would be a good thing.

“Why you lying on the couch?”

“Your girl was in my bed, so I just decided to let her sleep.”

“You really feeling her because the old Bleek would’ve been like bitch you gotta get out me bed.” Cash said causing the both of us to laugh.

I had to laugh at Cash but he was right with everything he was saying. If she was any other female I would woke her up and put her ass out my bed, but she wasn’t any other female. After tonight she was going to be my lady and more so my wife, I’ve traveled the world and had a female from each place I went. But none to ever make me feel like Mina made me feel, and we only talked to two seconds.

I was never the one to settle down I have never even had a real relationship. I didn’t trust women because of my way my mom did my dad. My dad loved the ground my mother walked on, but that still didn’t stop her from fucking his brotherand his friend. I love my mother to death but she changed my prospective on women and the God honest truth.

“Man you know I don’t trust females; she was just so peaceful I didn’t want to bother her.”

“Yeah ok, well it’s about time you get dressed.”

“Nigga still think he my dad.”

“I almost was.” We laughed in unison

When I walked in the room to grab my clothes Mina was sitting in the middle of the bed with her phone in her hand. She looked like she was aggravated so I wasn’t going to bother her; I just went in the closet to grab something to put on. I wanted to ask her if she was alright but I didn’t have time for any back lash from her; I didn’t want to get off on a bad foot.

“I’m sorry I didn’t know you were staying in this room. I’m just so use to coming in and getting straight in this bed.”

“You good I’m about to grab something to wear and be out your way.”

“Nah it has plenty other guest rooms here, so I’ll go to another one.”

“You sure?”

“Postive!”

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