Page 22 of We Could Be Better

“Why are you worried about what I’m doing if you so strongly feel I’m carrying another man child?”

“Girl I was just being concerned that don’t change the fact that I still feel the child is not mine. Wasn’t you in the club with another man Kyra it might be his child.”

“Cash, why are you here?”

“I just came to get some clothes for Paisley”

“They are in her room” I said

I walked off to go lock myself in my room I just laid there and cried. I cried for myself I gave everything I can possible give and here he was just shitting on me like I was no one. He treatedme like one of those hoes on the streets. I couldn’t understand though why was he making it so hard for me to move on. I didn’t get why he was treating me like I wasn’t human. I heard him close Paisley room door and walk out of the house and possibly out of my life. I laid in bed and thought “this is only the beginning of this crazy ass rollercoaster” before dozing off to sleep.

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“Bitch you gon make yourself sick and you pregnant. Come on you have a doctor appointment today and you have to get out this bed.” Dreka said

I heard her talking but I didn’t want to listen I was going through too much Cash ass walked out my front door weeks ago and don’t even want to answer the phone so I can see my daughter. I went by the house and even to his mother house no one wants to answer the phone for me but his ass can be on snap chat snapping video of him and Bella going everywhere together with my daughter. That shit was fucking messy and not only that his really did serve me I go to court next week. If he wanted to hurt me he’s doing a damn good job at it. I tried everything to get through to him but he didn’t care he didn’t even call to check on the baby I’m carrying all because he think the baby is for another man.

I made my way to the doctor and Bella came bouncing her ass in there rubbing on her stomach. I had too much on my mind to entertain her ass so I just continued looking in my phone scrolling down facebook while my sister talking my head off.

“Kyra look” Dreka said pointing to the door.

Cash was walking in holding Paisley hand; I got up and tried to run over to them but he pushed past me and went to sit by Bella side. She sat there laughing at me and I didn’t care all I wanted to do was hug my daughter and tell her how much I missed her. I tried to give it another chance so I got up off the floor and walked over to them. I reached out for Paisley and Cash smacked my hand back, but I wasn’t giving up. I didn’t care if I made a complete fool of myself.

“Cash, can I please take her today” I asked with pleading eyes I heard sniffles and turned around to see my sister crying. I swear in all my days I had never been so weak and depressed.

“Bitch get the fuck out of my face before I have you arrested for harassment.” Paisley was now sitting there crying and holding on to Bella arm tight. She was old enough to know I was really her mother, but it was still possible for her to hate me. I had given her to my aunt when I was younger, got her back, and now I was out of her life again. I hated myself for everything I had done; she was so young I didn’t want to bring drama to her life. It was like they turned my baby against me like she didn’t know who I was. She didn’t even want to look up at me.

“Kyra come on”

“No Dreka I just want to hug her”

“I know but this is not the place”

“Well where is the place I will never be able to see her again.” I walked towards her trying to grab out for her, but Cash stood up and pushed me away.

“She’s with her mom now leave her alone”

“FUCK NO, Cash!! You going too damn far now that bitch will never be Paisley mother.” Dreka was screaming, Istood there so shocked that he said those words to me. I was just in another world; he turned my child against me. Cash was being evil and I didn’t know this side of him.

“Sir, is there a problem” an officer asked

“Yes sir this young lady is harassing me and my family”

“Keem, come get your fucking brother.” I heard Dreka on the phone screaming. It was so much going on around me that I was confused. It was like everyone was talking at one time.

I could no longer speak I had nothing left to say. Everything around me was blurry as the officer was putting me in handcuffs. I saw Dreka and Cash fussing I also saw Bella laughing at me. My whole life went downhill and I just didn’t get why was he so mad at me I know I was wrong for keeping Paisley a secret but did he really have to hate me or make my child hate me. I sat in the back of the police car crying my eyes out. I cried so much I made myself sick. I had court next week and I needed to get my shit together so I can get my child.

Chapter Twenty

DREKA

I was so fucking mad at Cash pussy ass. On my child he don’t have shit else to tell me. He can eat out my ass for all I care this nigga got the nerve to have my niece calling his fucking girlfriend mama. My damn sister suffered enough and now she was pregnant by his ass again and not only wasn’t he claiming the child but he also had her arrested. Keem been telling me for the longest to stay out of their business but once I told him what went down at the doctor visit his ass team Kyra. I ran to the house to get some bound money quick.

My sister was three months pregnant she was not about to sleep in no damn cell not if I can help it. I was going to kill that bitch Bella the only reason Cash was still walking this earth is because I’m with his brother and I’m not crazy. That nigga got power and I didn’t need to watch over my shoulders every time I make a fucking move, but I was about to call Nik and Mina. Today Bella signed her fucking death certificate.

“Keem, call Cash to come over here to bring Paisley.”

He knew what I was up to so he agreed and did what I asked. Before I made my way over there I was going bail my sister out of that hell hole so she can have the pleasure of pulling the trigger.

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