Page 16 of We Could Be Better

“Bitch you know damn well I never said I was leaving her. The only reason I was still fucking your funky, dry pussy ass is because you have too much on me and brother operation. Nigga don’t even love your dumb ass.” I took me a seat at the bar and was just listening to these 2 argue as if I wasn’t in the room.

“Boy bye you only acting like that in front of that bitch” she said pointing at me “please tell me that you love me” I had to laugh this bitch was really crazy. “Bitch what the fuck are you laughing at and why are you still here?Cash and I have business to finish”

“Ok enough of the dramatics. Cash go upstairs and wash that funk off you. Call the cleanup crew while you up there.”

“Call the cleanup crew for w…?” before she could get it out I shot her right between the eyes.

I didn’t have time to fuss or fight any bitch. My hands were official but my trigger finger went the hardest. I didn’t have a problem letting a bitch know what was really up with me. The way I seen it I just saved a man from dealing with her funky ass. I couldn’t look at Cash right now for him to dive in her pussy just to save their shit. He could’ve easily done what I just did and killed the hoe.

I had been ignoring Cash calls and text messages since that shit went down at his place yesterday. I needed time to think and get myself straight I just didn’t know what I wanted anymore. I was tired of the same damn thing; I couldn’t be with anyone but he can be with whoever he wanted to be with. Right now I just needed a girl’s night and a few drinks, so I invited my girls over to watch movies and go over our weeks activities.

“Damn bitch what took you so long to come to the door? Good thing I have a key” Drek said with an eye roll

“Girl I was in the shower. Who pissed in your corn flakes?”

“Girl, Keem ass been tripping he act like I can’t go anywhere anymore. He gotta track my every damn move; he literally had to drive me over here to make sure this is where I was really coming.”

“Ugh those damn Payne brothers.”

“Hey ladies” Onika and Mina said at the same time.

“Bout time yall got here. Baby I have to run it by yall what happened yesterday.” Just as I was about to tell them what happened somebody started damn near beating my door down.”Yall expecting anyone?”

“No” They said in unison

“Ky open the door bruh I know you in there and you bet not be giving another nigga my fucking pussy.”

This nigga really crazy, but yall see what I mean right. He can lay up with any bitch and I don’t say shit but when he think I’m doing it then I belong to him. Fuck that it don’t go like that. “Bitch think im fucking playing with you.” I opened thedoor because he knew better than to show up at my door and disrespect me like I’m one of his hoes.

“Cash who the fuck you talking to?” I asked him

“Bitch im talking to you that’s who.” we were now face to face and everyone was trying to get in between us Keem included I didn’t even see him when I first opened the door but I guess he wanted to see if Dreka was really here.

“Boy you have a lot of fucking nerve coming here and calling me out my name like I wouldn’t dead your fucking ass.”

“Kyra I love you like a sister but don’t ever threaten my brother life in my presence.”

“Mind ya fucking business Keem.” Dreka screamed

“Fuck your brother love! All this nigga do is lay up with a bitch and pillow talk with his pussy ass. You wanna come here and bang my fucking door down but was ducking my damn calls and text messages when I was reaching out to you. Then I show up and your door and you got a bitch bent over screaming daddy.” I braced myself for what happened next. This nigga had the nerve to slap the fuck out of me and it took keem, Nik, and Mina to hold Dreka back. I ran into my closet and got my gun this nigga had to die. Never in all my life have I been disrespected like this.

“Damn so you just gon pull a gun out of me, Ky? We go way back and you would kill me what happened to loyalty”

“Fuck loyalty”

“No ky fuck you! All this time I heard stories about how you wanted to be with me I’ve even seen you sit on your mama porch and cry if I brought another woman to my house, but then when you get me you push me away. I’ve been trying for weeks tomove in with you and I even wanted to marry you and have kids. Now you sitting here looking stupid because shit aint going how you thought it would go.” I looked at him and lowered my gun. “Keem, let’s bounce. The day you decided to pull that gun on me the day you made me your enemy” He said with so much hate.

“Everybody just leave”

I went to my room and watched from my window as everybody left. It was then at that very moment that I didn’t give a fuck about nobody and I rather be alone then sit in the company of them. They all just stood there and let him talk to me any kind of way without even defending me. I bet they all felt like Cash was right about everything he said. Hell, I know I did!!

He was absolutely right all this time I ran behind him and I even ran away from him because I couldn’t be with him. The thing is when I finally got him to myself I didn’t know what to do because I was so scared of him hurting me again. This part of my life is nothing new though I’ve ran every man I ever came across all because I couldn’t get over him. I had to put my big girl panties on and just live my life. I was 26 years old with no kids, my own business, own house, and driving a nice car it had to have a man out there to worship the ground I walked on.

A month had passed since everything went down with Cash and I. We just wasn’t fucking with each other at all. We would see each other and walk the other way like we never made love before which was fine by me. I didn’t mind it at all he had some Spanish looking bitch he was sporting around town and I was seeing this guy I met in the shop one day. He brought his daughter in there to get some braids and we kicked it off.

He was good company and for the first time in years someone had actually took my mind off Cash back stabbing ass.His name is Josh and I would be the first to admit his ass is fine. From the complexion of his skin; he look like he is mixed with something, he eyes are grey, his hair is curly, and his whole body is decorated with tattoos. Just like look of him alone makes my pussy jump and it’s been a long time since I had some good sex and head.

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