Page 36 of What if It's Us

Shit. No. We shouldn’t.

“Just this once?”

He bobs his head haphazardly. “If that’s what you prefer.”

Lips or toy?

Lips or toy?

You know what you should do, Marlee.

“Toy.” The word tumbles from my mouth and he doesn’t miss it.

“Toy it is,” he says with a satisfied grin, pressing the button that turns it on. As the rose comes to life, humming in his hand, Ledger taps the very end of it with his finger, his brows lifting in response. “Huh. A little suction action going on here. Let’s see what this bad boy can do, shall we?”

At that, he lowers the rose to the apex of my thighs feathering it against my skin as he trails it between my legs.

A gasp escapes my lips followed by an, “Oh my God!”

He smiles. “That good, huh?”

“Oooh…” My body writhes against the mattress, wanting to escape the acute sensation but craving so much more at the same time.

I can’t believe I’m doing this in front of him.

Also, if he moves his hand down just a little…

I grip the sheets when he brushes the toy against my clit and squeeze my eyes closed, allowing myself to be immersed in the physical pleasure. Biting my bottom lip I wait, knowing that any moment now, I know he’s going to?—

“Oh, my God!” I nearly scream, my mouth falling open when he makes full contact with my clit, the tip of the rose sucking me in. A pleasured assault that instantly sets my body on fire. “Yes!”

“That’s my girl,” I hear Ledger say. “You’re beautiful like this, Marlee. Nice and relaxed. Spread open for me, trusting me with your pleasure. So, fucking beautiful.”

I’m not the kind of person who considers herself into kinks but hearing Ledger’s dark and sultry voice praising me as he holds a vibrator to my clit is a new kink I think I just unlocked.

“Ooooh my…fuck!” I bite my lip again, my body twitching.

With my legs still resting on Ledger’s shoulders, he leans forward slightly and brings his warm palm to my abdomen effectively stopping me from squirming as the rose swills against my clit.

“Oooh, Christ…” I moan loudly and then suck in a sharp breath of air. My back arches off the mattress and my head tilts against the pillow. My fingers ache to dig into something, anything, to try and regain some type of control. “Fuuuck, yes!

“Breathe, Mar. Keep breathing and relax as much as you can,” Ledger murmurs. “Listen to what your body wants. Give in to what it’s aching for. You’re fucking stunning like this.”

“Ledger,” I gasp. “It’s too good.” My legs begin to tremble and I shake my head. “I can’t.”

“You can,” he murmurs. “Just let your body fall apart when it’s ready.” He leans in closer to my face and practically purrs. “You can do this. You’re an amazing woman. Fucking gorgeous. I want to watch you fall apart for me.”

His deep, sensual voice against my ear somehow summons the sex-starved girl inside of me. My need to come overpowering all other thoughts.

“Led…gerrrr.”

“Are you ready to come, Mar?” he asks against my other ear this time. His throaty growl giving me a taste of the man Ledger Dayne is when he’s in the bedroom.

I can’t say that I hate it.

Not even a little bit.

“Yes,” I hiss through gritted teeth. I grip the sheets beside me, balling them into my fists. “God yes. Please, Ledger.”

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