I tear my eyes away from Aidan to face Cora.
“I’m not saying he’s right,” she says. “He just…asked me to tell you.”
At any other time, I would leave the bar and deal with Nick myself. But he’s not going to take this moment from me.
“Tell him message received.”
Cora waits for the rest. She knows as well as I do that “message received” won’t get Nick off anyone’s back.
“Tell him that if we get any complaints about the sirloin, I’ll handle them personally. I promise. I’ll shoulder all the blame. Sirloingate will be my legacy. Tell him the food has been raved about tonight. And tell him he should worry less about the sirloin and more about his pickup station, if his guys are sending out cold food.”
Cora raises her hands, likeAll right, all right.She heads back toward the kitchen.
This time, I allow myself a sigh. I’m about to turn my attention to a couple of martini glasses in need of a shine when I feel a gaze on me.
Aidan.
He’s looking up from the counter, giving me a half smile.
“Sirloingate, eh?”
Shit. He heard.
I force myself to chuckle. “Sorry about that.”
He shakes his head, takes a sip from his Cherry Coke.
“No need to apologize,” he says.
I smile back and focus on my martini glasses, for real this time. In the corner of my eye, Aidan finishes his Coke. Our choreography resumes: A tilt of the head to ask for his check. A hand raised briefly as a goodbye.
And just like that, the best part of my day is over.
I collect Aidan’s receipt—two-dollar tip, as always—and his empty cup. It’s not until I wipe the bar that I notice it: a hitch, a change in our well-rehearsed pas de deux.
His coaster. The paper one I slipped under his drink. Now would be the time for me to throw it in the recycling bin, but I can’t find it.
Maybe it fell? I step on the other side of the counter, look at the foot of the barstool he was sitting on just a few minutes ago. Nothing.
It’s the weirdest thing, but undeniable. The coaster is gone.
CHAPTER 3
The woman in the shed
He brought you here.
His home revealed itself to you in flashes, quick glances when he wasn’t looking. Over the years, you have gone over those images, clung to every detail: the house at the center of a patch of land. Green grass, willow trees. Every plant trimmed, every leaf tended to. Smaller buildings scattered around the property like tea cakes on a platter. A detached garage, a barn, a bike rack. Power lines snaking through branches. This man, you learned, lived somewhere soft and beautiful. A place for children to run, for flowers to bloom.
He walked fast, down a dirt path and up a hill. The house faded into the distance, replaced by a litany of trees. He stopped. There was nothing to grab onto, no one to call out to. You stood in front of a shed. Four gray walls, a slanted roof. Windowless. He held the metallic padlock, separated a key from the rest of the bunch.
Inside, he taught you the new rules of the world.
“Your name,” he said. He was kneeling, yet still towering above you, hands on each side of your face so that your vision began and ended with his fingers. “Your name is Rachel.”
Your name was not Rachel. He knew your real one. He had seen it on your driver’s license after taking your wallet.
But he told you your name was Rachel, and it was vital for you to accept this fact. The way he said it, the growl of therand the definitiveness of thel.Rachel was a blank slate. Rachel didn’t have a past or a life to get back to. Rachel could survive in the shed.