I’m relieved at his words. I wanted to believe he wouldn’t do that, but when things went off the rails, my trust was also shaken. “So, you’re mine, Ry?”
Excitement glitters in his eyes. “Yes. God, yes. Just yours. For as long as you want me.”
My heart aches just looking in his pretty green eyes. “Don’t say you love me if you don’t mean it.”
His eyes darken. “I do mean it. I love you more than anything in this world, Gabe.”
I touch his cheek, my chest tight with emotion. “Then let’s go upstairs, Ry. Need to be inside you again.”
He gets to his feet, but his expression is suddenly very serious. “Gabe, I’m so sorry I let you down.”
I give a sad smile. “I let you down too. We can both do better, right?”
He nods. “We don’t have to sleep together, Gabe. I can wait if you still feel hurt or weird about me.”
I bite my bottom lip. “I appreciate you saying that, but I really want to fuck you.”
Anticipation lights his eyes. “Anything you want, Gabe. Fucking anything.”
I give him a gentle push toward the stairs. “Get upstairs and in my bed.”
Once in my bedroom I push him onto the bed and climb over him, pinning his wrists. Ryan looks up at me, relief in his eyes. I love having him under me again. He’s so sexy and eager, I can barely control myself.
“I love you, Gabe,” he whispers. “I swear, I’ll never disappoint you again.”
I grimace. “We’re only human. I’m sure we’ll fuck up again. But so long as we don’t giveup on each other, we’ll be okay, Ry.” I lean down and tenderly kiss him. He sucks my lips as if he’s starving for my taste.
The kiss becomes hungrier. I press my hips into Ryan’s, grinding my cock against his, and the heat between us is fucking electric. My tongue plunges into his mouth, claiming him, tasting him. He moans into the kiss, his body arching up, desperate for more. His legs wrap around my waist, heels digging into my ass, pulling me closer, demanding friction. I can feel his hard cock through my sweats and his jeans. It’s been too long and we’re both hungry for this.
I move so he can sit up. I yank his shirt over his head, and he helps, wriggling free with a grin that makes me happy. His jeans are next. I pop the button and drag them down, taking his briefs with them. His cock springs free, slapping against his stomach, flushed and dripping. He’s fucking beautiful, all pale skin and lean muscle, and I can’t wait to ruin him.
I shed my sweats and shirt quickly, moving to the nightstand for some lube. Ryan’s eyes go soft as he watches me. He looks almost shy as I return to him. I palm his cheek and he shudders, turning his face into my hand. My fingers splay along his jaw, and his eyes look glassy with emotion.
“Missed you so fucking much,” Ryan whispers. “I thought I lost you forever, Gabe.”
“I thought the same thing,” I say quietly. “But here we are.”
“Seems the universe can’t help pushing us together.” He smiles weakly. “Good or bad, we seem drawn to each other.”
“I think it’s good.” I kiss him softly, nuzzling his cheek. “You’re both the best and worst thing that ever happened to me, Ry.”
He sighs. “You sure you want to be with me? Maybe some other guy would make you happier?”
I frown and say, “I don’t believe that, do you?”
“No.” He gives a sheepish smile. “And even if I did, I wouldn’t let you go.”
I laugh. “Good. Now.” I smile salaciously, “I’m going to fuck you, Ryan.”
“Please,” he whines, spreading is muscular thighs. “Missed this so much.”
“Me too.” I slick my fingers and press one against his hole, teasing lightly. He tenses, arching his back. “Relax, baby,” I murmur, and he does, eyes fluttering closed. I continue playing with his hole, not penetrating him yet, just coaxing those tight muscles until they loosen up.
He moans and presses against my fingers, body trembling and his cock throbbing against his belly. I push one finger slowly inside him, andhe gasps and shudders, eyes flying open. He’s tight, but hungry for every inch. He grips the sheets, teeth sunk into his lower lip.
“Gabe—” he gasps, voice cracking on my name.
“It’s okay, baby. Just let me in.”