Page 159 of Doubts & Fears

“Then why would you think that?” he asked.

“That’s a Marcel question, my beloved,” I answered honestly. “Sebastian, why did you really want them to bring me in here?”

“It fascinates me. You have such little experience but ample knowledge of the intricacies of a lifestyle you don’t practice. I was honestly curious to see your facial reactions to seeing the inside of a playroom. Is it safe for me to assume you’ve never been in one?”

“Your assumption would be correct. Tell me, Sebastian, what else do you find fascinating in this little experiment of yours? That is what it was for you, no?”

“You’re a very clever girl. With you being a virgin full of kinky knowledge, and never having been in a dynamic before, I wondered at your responses. I’m also curious, since I’ve been informed that your knowledge came from simple research and reading, how that might translate to real-world experience.”

“Hmm, maybe I need to have a talk with Marcel. I don’t recall giving him permission to share that information with you too.”

“Don’t blame Marcel, blame the Reaper.” Sebastian laughed. I looked over at Alek. He looked guilty as sin.

“He’s my best mate. I may have been a bit excited when I heard the news,” Alek offered, looking uncomfortable.

I shook my head, realizing that as weird as it was that they shared so intimately with one another, it was sweet in many ways. The bond was something I craved, so I couldn’t be mad, not when he looked so contrite.

“It’s a good thing I like you, Reaper. I like knowing I excite you.” I let my eyes crawl down his body, resting them on his cock. It twitched in his tight jeans, drawing a smile to my lips.

Sebastian cleared his throat. “I also find the thought of seeing an authentic response, a virginal response, so to speak, quite intriguing.”

I turned my attention back to him. “You’ve never been with a virgin, have you, Caruso?” The realization dawned on me.

“No, virgins are not my thing. Quite frankly, if you would have asked me if Alek, Nik, and Ivan were into virgins, I would have told you no. And I feel like I know them quite well.”

“Why not? What’s wrong with being a virgin?”

“Nothing at all. But they tend to require a lot of handholding. That’s not something I’m into. Now, responses, that’s something that interests me. Everything we do club-wise is to enhance the experience. It’s what keeps repeat customers and members at your door. Your words about knowledge from the other day resonated with me.”

“Wonderful. So my virginal responses intrigue you. Why? Are you looking to add virgins to your roster?” I joked.

“If they responded as you did with Nik and how I’ve been told you responded this past week, I’d do it in a heartbeat.”

“Torturer, are you asking permission to see my responses to your handiwork?”

“Gentlemen, you’ve got one smart woman on your hands. It was something we discussed.”

I swallowed hard and looked at Alek, Nik, and Ivan. “What does that look like?” I asked after a few minutes. If my guys were opposed to him watching, we wouldn’t be having the conversation.

“It would be a modified version, so thirty minutes for each of the activities. No breaks, one right after the other.”

“I think you’re a pervert, Torturer.” I missed being touched this morning. Briefly, I wondered if they would let me come at the end.

“And you are very much in good company, little exhibitionist,” he teased, causing Nik to laugh.

“Come here, baby girl,” Nik called. He sat down on the couch at the end of the bed. I walked over as Ivan handed him a towel. “Take your clothes off,” he ordered, his face masked of the emotions I knew he was feeling.

Let the games begin.

It was like a switch had been pushed, and all three were in Dom mode. I slipped my panties off first, then folded them and put them beside him. He grabbed them, bringing them up to his nose. Lust shot through me like a bolt of lightning as he inhaled deeply before pocketing them.

I lifted the hem of my short dress and dragged it up my body, teasing them a little. After folding it, I placed it next to him, and the bra closely followed.

I had gotten so comfortable with them seeing me naked that I didn’t move to cover myself. I put my hands behind my back for him to tie. He guided me over to his lap and sat me down.

He spread my legs wide, and I blushed, realizing Sebastian, Ivan, and Alek had a front-row seat to the glistening evidence of my arousal. He caressed my naked body, as was protocol for lap time. His hands were everywhere but between my legs, and I moaned as he circled and tugged on my nipples.

“You’re doing so good. Now stand up for me so I can caress your ass.”

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