The second I see her, everything else disappears.
She’s frozen.
White as a sheet, eyes wide and glassy. One hand half-raised, the other covering her mouth.
Goddammit.
That smell...
There’s something about a body baking in summer heat. It clings to your nose, your clothes, your memory. One hit of that rot and it stays with you forever.
I don’t need a second look.
A glance at the side of the house confirms what I knew the moment I heard her gag.
Trip’s body slumps between two trash cans. Throat cut. Brown blood caking the front of his shirt.
A message on the wall in blood:
“RAT”
Something’s tacked to the wall—flesh, maybe.
Her eyes stay locked on the body, but she’s gone—checked out, halfway to shock.
I reach her and grab her shoulders.
“Poppy,” I say. “Look at me.”
Nothing.
No twitch. No response.
Fuck this.
I scoop her up—arms under her knees and back. She doesn’t resist. Doesn’t speak. Just folds into me like she weighs nothing.
She shudders and whispers against my neck:
“That was his tongue… wasn’t it?”
My jaw tightens.
“Yeah.”
She clings tighter, like she’s trying to crawl inside my skin.
Her breath hitches, sharp and shallow.
“I’ve got you,” I murmur. “Just hang on to me.”
She does.
I carry her to the SUV. She doesn’t move, doesn’t let go. Just buries herself in my neck.
I open the door, ease her into the passenger seat, and grab a cold water bottle from the cooler—habit from too many crime scenes.
“Here.” I press it into her hands. “It’s cold.”