The thought of the inevitable goodbye hovered at the edges of her consciousness, but she pushed it firmly away. They'd agreed to approach this with open eyes. That meant embracing the present without denying the future, but also without allowing it to poison what time they had.
A soft knock at her door sent her heart into overdrive.
Lila checked her reflection one last time—loose hair falling in natural waves, minimal makeup enhancing rather than masking, the sundress floating around her knees. She looked like herself, not a version designed to impress or seduce. That felt important somehow.
She opened the door to find Serena standing on her small porch, silhouetted against the golden glow of sunset. She had clearly put thought into her appearance as well—linen pants in a soft cream color paired with a silk blouse the exact blue of her eyes. Her silver-streaked hair fell loose around her shoulders, softening the sharp angles of her face in a way her usual severe styling never allowed.
She held a small gift bag in one hand, the simple gesture so unexpectedly thoughtful that it caught Lila off-guard.
"You look lovely," Serena said simply.
"So do you." Without her armor of perfect tailoring, Serena looked more approachable, more human. Still commanding, still striking, but somehow more present. "Please, come in."
Serena stepped across the threshold, her curious gaze taking in Lila's private domain. The cottage wasn't large or luxurious by resort standards, but Lila had made it distinctly her own. The walls were adorned with local artwork, shelves displaying treasures collected during morning walks, personal photographs and meaningful objects arranged throughout the space.
"This suits you," Serena observed. "It feels... authentic."
"Thank you." Lila accepted the unexpected compliment with a smile. "It's not a Manhattan penthouse, but it's home."
"It has character," Serena replied. "My apartment is professionally designed and perfectly functional, but I doubt anyone would describe it as 'authentic.' More like a high-end hotel suite no one actually lives in."
The self-awareness surprised Lila. She'd expected defensiveness about their different lifestyles, not this quiet acknowledgment of what might be missing from Serena's perfectly curated existence.
"I brought you something," Serena continued, extending the small gift bag. "Nothing elaborate, just a small thank you for dinner."
Lila accepted it with genuine curiosity. "You didn't need to bring anything."
"I wanted to. Open it."
Lila reached into the tissue paper and pulled out a small, exquisitely carved wooden box. The local hardwood had been shaped into a seamless container, its lid inlaid with mother-of-pearl in an abstract pattern that suggested ocean waves.
"It's beautiful," she said, running her fingers over the smooth surface.
"The artisan in the resort gift shop said this was made by a master carver from the nearby village. One of a kind, apparently."
The thoughtfulness behind the gift—the observation of Lila's tastes, the selection of something with local meaning rather than just expensive flash—touched her more deeply than an elaborate present might have.
"Thank you. I love it." She placed the box on her shelf of treasures, where it seemed to belong immediately among her collected shells and stones. "Would you like some wine? Or I have tea if you prefer."
"Wine would be lovely," Serena replied, moving toward the table Lila had prepared. "You went to a lot of trouble."
"Not really," Lila demurred, though the careful preparations said otherwise. She busied herself opening the wine, a necessary distraction from the intensity of Serena's presence in her private space. "I thought we could eat on the porch if you'd like. The sunset from here is quite beautiful."
"Lead the way," Serena said, those blue eyes tracking Lila's movements with undisguised interest.
They settled on Lila's small porch, where cushioned chairs faced the western sky now blazing with color. After the wine was poured and a simple meal of local fish and tropical fruits was arranged between them, they found themselves in a moment of unexpected shyness.
"So," Lila said finally, raising her glass. "To honesty."
Serena's lips curved into a genuine smile as she clinked her glass against Lila's. "To honesty. However uncomfortable it might be."
The simple toast broke the tension, creating space for what needed to be said.
"I've been thinking about our conversation earlier," Lila began, deciding directness served them best. "About exploring... whatever this is between us, despite the timeframe."
Serena's gaze held steady, waiting rather than filling the silence with assumptions.
"I want to be clear about something," Lila continued, drawing strength from Serena's attentive silence. "If we do this, if we explore this connection, I need certain assurances."